|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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There must be something in the winter air that brings the mood down in all humans...

My heart feels empty despite having my life stuffed full of activities.. If I want, I swear I can fill all of my 24hours without a sweat... But there's just something in the winter air that puts in a pinch of sadness to everything I do. There's just constantly something missing in my life that I have no explaination for.

What is wrong?

Once again, I did it... I surprised myself by liking u... But like always, I threw myself into a hole so deep that I dunno if I will get out of it... Its so much easier to forget if you are not by my side constantly but unfortunately, you are... You are part of the gang.. no denial.. I cannot run away from the fact that I have to hang out so closely with you every so often.. I have to see you in class everyday...

Tell me baby, why do I have to be your best girl fren? Since when I messed up the line between the boyfren materials n e fren materials? Why did someone have to remind me how special u r to me and then shock me into finding out tt im just any other girl to u? Why are taiwan boys so sweet to girls but yet has never liked them?

And I thought u were different..

I don't wan to be ur supper pal every night, anymre... I dun wan to accompany u for dinner every nite.. Its driving me crazy to spend all those times with u alone but all u wan me as is a fren...

Its upsetting me alright... no doubt.. damn...

I used to think that my wretch blog is where i run to, my secret hiding place where i cn say whatever i want... because most pple dunno that place n even if they found out, half of them probably wun understand it...

now, instead, its the one open to all and this is where i have to hide.. n speak e truth, or speak e hidden...

I like u.. I really do.. I enjoy hanging out with u alot and despite all the suaning, I still like u.. I dunno if u feel e same way but i think u might.. cause if u dun, u wldnt have had such a big reaction... actually, i dunno... taiwan boys are hard to tell... damn it...

I missed First Class Sr 2 wrap party...
I missed Red Thread Makan Session...
I'm going to miss Polo Boys AND First Class Sr 2 premiere...

I'm starting to miss my work at Mediacorp!!

I miss home...

The author of my favourite cartoon, Crayon Shin-chan is dead!

I am so sad!! What am I gonna do without crayon shin-chan??

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I miss home... All thanks to Lee Yu Ting that woman!! ARGHHHHH...

Back from camp with all the foreign students...

Tiring but fun...

All the groups in camp were named after cartoon characters and i was very sad that i was not allocated to 蠟筆小新... =(... Was in some stupid grp called 喜羊羊與大灰狼... I don't even know what kind of cartoon is that!! Was in that group for 2 days.. but still dunno what it is.. Haha!! Gonna go check it out on youtube later!

Anyway, my group was very un-enthu at first... Actually, its only the girls.. the guys were pretty good... but eventually we managed to turn enthu...

There's a korean in my grp!! Hahaha... and a Japanese in the next grp!! XD.. We keep making use of e korean to gain points.. wahahahaha... so evil!!

Anyway, we managed to win best drama, number 1 in one of e games, and No.2 overall!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..

ok... cnt b bothered to type anymre.. im tired out... byebye...

P.S: I was attempting to wash my clothes just now before I realised that washing your clothes needs 33mins and drying it out using a dryer needs 40mins... DAMN IT!