|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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i muz have eaten e wrong medicine today.. or else, y wld i b so hopeful? but i really wanna find em back... my best frens for 2 years during pri 1 n pri 2... n i still remember their names..

Yap Wee Min - Tall rather big-sized girl.. good at drawing... quite noisy.. clever (coz she's always 2nd in class! first is me.. haha)

Aw Boon Jun - A very tall guy... quite quiet... clever (5th in class)

Jing Ting - Cnt remember her surname... quiet girl.. very bony... clever (4th in class)

n one tat i dun really consider a fren n i dun really like her...

MinYu - fat... small eyes.. purking small mouth... all her features squeeze together in e middle... (3rd in class)

ok.. tats abt all.. haha... we used to b in 1/2 n 2/2... then i moved away to woodlands... now im tryin to find em back!! hope i cn..

going through alot of search results from frenster... but to no avail.. sad...

juz finished watching a show.. saw how nice e guy was to e girl then happily everafter... like prince n princess... so envious...

i still keep weikang's msg to me abt my prince appearing one day...

he came..

wee~! i finally took some time off to do a new blogskin... like it? haha... actually is pple do then i modify lar.. haha.. after today.. i noe even mre abt html codes le.. wee~! im learning bit by bit.. mayb someday i'll have my very own blogskin like jw's.. haha...

btw.. jay chou kanna beaten up in china.. ohmygod!! china so corrupted sia...

i finally finished my last exam yesterday.. wee~! now im soooooo free....

met up with jy n kx after exams yesterday.. erm... we went for a free curl for a grp of trainee students.. kind of stupid n we looked ugly... jy n kx got their hair blown back straight again.. my stylist didnt bother to.. nvm.. luckily it looked ok after settling down... then evetually it went back to straightness... thnx goodness... i'll nv go back again... haha.. btw.. its at takashimaya.. erm.. which saloon i'll juz keep quiet...

super duper bored... called up lawrence n asked whether there is any job for me to do this weekend.. stupid lawrence said no... then called up sharon n asked her whether she's still working at demopower.. coz she's usually e one calling me up n pestering me to work.. lol.. she said this is her last week.. sad... when she's ard i always managed to get jobs at weekends when i need em.. stupid lawrence..

hmm... yating's ex-manager is going over to work at e new outlet of Carl's Jr Burger at suntec city... she asked yating to go over n help her... apparently, they need quite alot of staff... asked yating to help recommend me.. if i get e job n it fits my schedule... think i'll b able to work while im schooling.. then make i cn mark something off my long shopping list...

haha... exam is this coming wed n i still got quite a few chapters to go.. its ok.. i dun need super good grades for FOM.. juz give me a passing grade so tat i need not retake tat module... lol...

mum's at home today which is something like a miracle n sis n i got LUNCH waiting for us when we woke up.. ohmygod!! its such a long time since i've last eaten anything prepared by my mother in e afternoon... *tearing*... so touched sia... then big clean up today.. haha... changed e bed-sheets... while we were changing mum told us tat she wan us to bring guys home to repaint e hse... afterall, all e paint r 8 years old n peeling... me n sis juz looked at each other n laugh... i bet my mum will scream her head off if i really bring a guy back for tat purpose... lol... then we discussed a bit on relationship issues... my mum rockz...

then i squeezed oranges!! wee~! cnt blive how much oranges we have accumlated in e hse.. i dun understand.. where did those oranges came from?? argh... i got enough juices out of em to fill 3 1.5litre bottles (not counting e 2 400ml bottles my sister drank while i was filling e bottles)... wee~! i feel so macho.. completely exhuasted after i finished.. left mum to do e cleaning.. lol.. oh!! n i vaccummed e floor.. alot of work for one day leh!! haha...

going out with kx on this coming wed, after e exams.. dunno wat we will b doing but we will b doing something... haha..

edwin called me as usual today.. n i realised i've got nth to tok to him abt.. gee.. this is not good... he better quit calling everyday because my life has been kind of boring n so i've got nth to update him... no sch no work no nth.. slacking at home everyday... so if he called he will juz get silence.. anyway.. he hurt his back n i suppose its quite serious coz they sent him to e doc n medicine n painkillers were given.. take care dear...

oh... n im so so desperate for a shopping spree!! argh.. when cn i get e money to?? muz work work work... but work le still muz save save save.. haix.. money r big big problems... dearie.. when r u sponsoring me my shopping spree??

im praying for year 2006 to come quickly bcoz i wan a new planner... *grinz*... anybody noe where got nice ones?? plz inform me.. thnx u!

used black fonts today... juz trying out e effects.. lol...

juz now i re-read my previous entry b4 i came to type out a new one n realised how irritating it is to have all e haha everywhere.. alrite, i promise to minimise em n onli type e main points.. but then again.. haha is a form of expression! onli through these hahas will u noe tat im feeling happy, isnt it? oh well.. wateva.. i'll c how it is as i goes along...

went to granddad's hse today n fulfillin our main purpose of listening to him brag abt his trip to china.. okay.. dun get me wrong.. i love my granddad alot.. n i dun mind hearing him syaing such stuff.. i was juz stating our purpose.. tat's all.. or rather.. my parent's purpose... haha...

oh!! i finally told mummy abt edwin.. isnt tat cool? haha.. now i cn 光明正大 go out with him.. lol... mum asked some questions abt him... like where did he studied n whether he have a future etc... i cnt blive my mother minded when i told her edwin didnt have a degree... but i guess a specialist diploma suits her taste juz as much... then she told me not to bring him home coz she doesnt wanna meet any bfs of mine tat is not stablised yet.. on e other hand... auntie was quite anxious to meet him coz she wanna judge e guy on my behalf.. haha... funny family i've got.. i havent inform dad yet.. but i guess mum will tell him... oh well.. my dad is a funny guy coz he's quite worried abt me n sis having a bf but he like to pretend tat he doesnt care n so he will start questioning my mother... haha...

watched a how abt 援助交際 today... abt japan girl selling their bodies to earn quick money.. haix.. wat is this world coming to??

wee~! i went to an outdoor cinema to watch movies today.. e shows of e day r "harry potter n e chamber of secrets" n "harry potter n e prisoner of azkaban"...

jieying brought a mat there... a very tiny mat.. not big enough for us to lie on lar! lol.. i shld have brought my big big mat.. hahaha... then we can lie n roll on it.. woohoo~! haha... we brought (ok, mayb "bought"... coz we got em at the marketplace b4 we proceed to padang) sushi, chips, marshmellow, oreos and nuts there... yummy yummy!! then we saw pple bringing pizza in.. sia lah! shld have thought of it man... it looked so nice but we cnt eat... lol... some pple even brought a chiller n red wine!! they muz b crazy... haha...

then we went there.. set up our place, waiting for e show to start... then they told us we cn sms in n get our messages screened on e movie screen... haha... i sent one in to jieying... she was soooo touched sia.. hahaha... then jieying sent one in too... erm... regarding 4 animals.. haha... but then we didnt managed to see it... either we missed it or they think its unsuitable for screening... but hello!! its nth vulgar or rude or wat... its so normal!! shit em...

haha... halfway through e movie.. me n jieying realised we wun b able to leave b4 midnight n there is no transportation home!! (we were too poor for taxi u c...) so we started calling for help.. haha... i called up edwin but he told me he doesnt have a car... then jieying called up her cousin n he agreed to send us home... but jieying was a bit reluctant to sit in his car... coz fabian's with her cousin... haha...

but coz her cousin have something on later, we left when e 2nd movie was halfway through... then her cousin picked us up at raffles city n drove us home.. wee~! its a damn exciting ride.. her cousin drove very fast lar.. n his turning... wahahahha... i will think im in intial d or something... everybody fell over when he's turning... then sudden breaks n everything.. thnx goodness its midnight.. lol.. not much cars on e road... otherwise goodness noes how many accidents we wld have gotten into...

tried to find e way to my house but unfortunately, e driver doesnt noe his way ard singpore.. neither do i.. lol.. so we ended up circling woodlands.. then we stopped at a gas station coz e guys needed e washroom n they got us ice-creams.. haha.. i have nv seen anyone holding ice-cream cone in one hand n driving with e other.. wee~! so funny... haha... in e end they managed to find my blk.. n here i am.. nice n safe.. *grinz*...

jieying!! today was fun.. haha.. hope to do this with u again... remembered wat i said in e msg? haha.. *muackz*.. love ya... btw... tell ur cousin to drive us ard n dou feng nxt time ok?? so exciting!! haha.. but make sure there is not much pple one e road sia.. hahaha...

will b going to padang later to meet jy... watchin harry potter series together.. outdoor movies... free tickets for 2... so me n jy going!! she's bringing mat n im bring F&B... nice picnic experience... didnt i said 1031s do alot of new n extraordinary things together?

woohoo... n i've got so much to tell her...

btw... im still lookin for a blogskin..

yeah~... made "appointment" with JY n KX tat im going to NYP on a friday to do nth but stare at e fbodz pple dance.. oh well.. its not difficult to guess who i'll b staring at... but he might not b there due to his attachment... haha... if tat is e case.. i'll lend jieying my screams n yells n use em on JC... hahaha...

today was at TPY... some guy tailed me... then he approached me n ask me whether we cn b frenz.. siao... b frenz?? u siao-ting-dong arh!! u tailed me secretly... do u think i will still have e guts to b frenz with u?? argh... disgusting...

then another one approached me to ask a similar question... damn it... TPY's guys desperate arh??

haha... a big SORRY to jinwen... i complained tat he nv reply me.. haha... actually he did lar... now he added me summre... haha... then he sent 3 msges... but all 3 same msges... waahhaha... he so baichi de...

nv reply jingyuan le... cnt b bothered...

i so sad... =(... everybody happy ending wor.. chao n jy now on msn lar.. happily chatting...

jy oso reply kx msg le... good good...

me leh? after tat time jw reply me... then i replied him oso lar... so sian leh... he nv reply le..

life so full of shit lar... finally finished ICP exams.. i guess i did ok... wun have A lar... got B i happy le.. after tat i met jieying... went to kbox n sang our hearts off... emotions were brought out by e songs.. a bit felt like crying... weird sia?? go kbox cry leh... very like-duh lor... but of coz lar.. i nv cry... saw someone looked like edwin from e side... woohoo... dunno wat to say...

then jiyeing commented tat how come it seems tat i noe how to sing almoz every single song but i noe nth from 5566?? hello!!!!! i wld NV in my life sing any songs from 5566... !@#$%^&*

a big congrats to jieying... after e amt of times we force her to go n noe chao.. she finally added him on frenster.. now they r one step closer.. hehe...

i wanted to study ICP today.. i havent touched anything... haha...

searching for new blogskin again... sick of this one.. haha... i like jinwen's one!! wished he wld do one for me.. >_<

yesterday went to suntec dance 2005 de grand finals... woah~! steezerz's better than b4... i love e new dance so much... dun understand how come JC so li hai lar... he chereographed everything... cool or wat? my goodness... they r REALLY good.... n they won 2nd!!! woohoo... me n kx n jy so excited when we hear e result.. hahaha... their hard work paid off.. *grinz*..

surprised to meet eugene at the dance com too... eugene was e guy me n jy met outside desire II... e very nice guy.. haha..

woke up this morning n e first thing i felt was pain... argh... my cramps... i hate em... juz in case u pple reading this doesnt noe... my cramps kill me everytime... kindly ask my sec sch classmates n pple like yating... haha... i cn pain until i got dreanched in cold sweat n im white as sheets... legs completely no energy so i cn jux lie tat n look like im dying.. today? not much better... woke up n realised im covered in sweat... felt so horrible tat i've gotta cancelled my date with carolyn again... so sad!! n i feel so bad... i've got no fate with God... haix...

dun understand leh... my blogger so weird de... now it is in some either german or french or spanish or watsoeva language lar... sian arh... luckily im so used to bloggin tat i noe wat buttons to click to get me wat i wan.. haha...

first of all.. a big "thank you" n "i love u" to cari... i've read ur blog n seen wat u've typed.. thnx u so much.. yes.. i noe u will always b there... juz like i'll always b here for u! *grinz*... anyway.. erm... k lar!! i try to make nxt gathering more successful ok?? no guarantee huh!! hahaha...

kelvin say he wanna organize an outing for all e ex-vervetue pple.. woohoo!! i didnt noe doleen-jie n jacinta quit le leh... aiyo.. even e two of em oso quit le.... vincent is in deep shit lar... nvm... i curse his company falls... we all hate him so much lar.. hahaha...

thinking back.. i nv contact alot of vervetue pple leh... ahha... onli kelvin yanping n isabel... oppz... hope to c e others real soon!! like verlyn for exp.. hahaha

here is a part of a chinese song by 潘瑋柏 tat i liked alot lately:

回家的路上我哭了　眼淚再一次崩潰了
無能為力這樣走著　再也不敢驕傲說著了
我還能夠說些什麼　我還能夠做些什麼
我好希望你會聽見　因為愛你　我讓你走了

i love aidi's new blog!! so secretive... still muz type password wor... haha..

hmm.. i warned zhili abt someone searching for her name... im juz tryin to b nice coz i dun think many pple will like it if ur name was searched... i mean... who will b so desperate to find ur blog? oh well... mayb onli i think this way... apparently not alot of pple think so lar...

i thought things were a little normal... im juz so wrong... one sentence n i get bombarded.. oh well.. i hate it.. i really hate it.. i shld have juz shut up abt it... im juz so stupid...

decided together with yvonne, elaine n hweeting tat we gonna go sign up for e holiday courses together.. ahhaa... me n yvonne even determined to sign for a total of $100 so tat we cn use edusave.. haha... going to b busy for oct...

i was juz thinking abt changing courses... no.. dun worry... its NOT bcoz of wat is happening in my class... its juz tat Sp cannot satisfy me... cannot satisfy my needs n wants in media... not communication... all my video, tv production stuff... i talked to Dad... he told me to finish up this year n think abt it when its time... i guess tats e correct thing to do... e thing is im considering e one year tat i will have to waste... haix... n i cnt cope with SP's workload.. its juz too much... we r having twice as much module as anyone else... im twice as busy as anyone else...

im quite sure some wld say "good riddance!" to me... haha..

u noe... i really think tat i've been kept under good care for too long... like... im so used to having pple making e right decisions for me... now i cnt even make a decision of my own without fearing... i have to go ard asking everybody wat is their opinion... i cnt make a firm decision on my own... like i went to SP bcoz of my sister... now im choosing to back out... im scared abt wat e future holds for me.. im scared of making changes... im scared abt being wrong... i dun dare venture out.. i trap myself.. im unsure of wat i wan... i wan pple telling me wat to do...

shit... im such a failure...

oh oh oh!! i was damn pissed yesterday when i saw tat regina's nick was something similar to "tell me in the face if you dare... you r still a mother-fucker" (i didnt get e exact words then its abt e same meaning lar...) then i was wondering wat e hell did i do to her again... i thought she's pretty siao coz i kind of assumed on my own accord tat even though we r not frenz as least we dun bite off e head of each other now... unfortunately.. someone (someone who noes her i presumed) specially went n search for my blog (im so honoured! no.. i not being sarcastic.. its not often pple wanna read ur blog so much...) then i guessed they saw my entry on 3rd sep whereby regina has nv seen it.. e one im horribly sarcastic in regarding her...

well... here's something: tats all in e past for me... if u wan to harp on it... then i've got nth to say....

when pple tells u tat guys think abt sex evey 7 seconds... please DO blive it.. it is oh-so-true...

wanted to do a video of me n him but i juz CNT do it.. everything seems wrong... however.. i did one for jy n jc n kx n jy... woohoo... i noe jy loves e video.. wahahha... i think kx will love hers too.. i havent send her yet...

went to bugis today with Jieying... as usual lar.. haha... we drank something called oreo blended ice.. yummy! nxt time u pple muz try ok? its at bencoolen i think... not very sure.. at a bubble tea shop de... made from REAL oreos!!

so tempted to buy clothes but i got no money now... hmm.. will spend my first week de pay on clothes!! cnt wait to get back to work...

pissed yesterday bcoz i have to fight with sis for e com... obviously i lost... hello!! she's doing her end-of-year proj... whether she grads or not depends on this proj... mine is juz a presentation... its ok.. i'll rush it out...

edwin say he will call to wake me up.. but he didnt... oh well.. i will not blame him.. he needs his sleep too... tml he's going to NS le.. hmm... will miss him... =)... but im going to enjoy myself too!! haha... cnt imagine him botak...

wanting to cut my hair but dunno how i shld do it.. i wanted to do curls but im kind of scared of e results... coz i have had straight hair all my life.. i cnt imagine curls on me... n i wanted to cut my fringe short too.. hmm.. dunno lar... mayb juz go reds or monsoon n ask me cut for me.. *shrugs*...

okay... biggest news of e century...

I FOUND JW'S BLOG BY ACCIDENT!!! woohoo!!

okay.. let me explain... i really found it by accident.. it just so happens that i was hoping to find some information on the Suntec Dance Competition 2005 as i wanna use it to do my CC proj... then i went to Yahoo! and searched for it... i didnt realised tat im approaching e blogs website le.. (yahoo's search engine will automatically place .blogspot.com at e back of ur search results... websites com first..)... then i clicked on this blog add lor... coz the dance com was mentioned in his blog mah... then e first thing i saw was JW's face.. do you noe how shocked i was?? lol... but of coz.. im super glad... *grinz*

anyway... i love his blogskin!! my goodness!! so cool lar... no wonder he's from DMD de... haha...

oh.. n i saw him on starhub cable tv yesterday... i was so shocked again lar!! seein him on such an unexpected situation.. lol... now i noe wat is going on... its a competition for motion graphic design... think they won it coz from wat i saw from e clip.. he was going on stage to receive something... haha... anyway... i saw e clip le.. its TOTALLY great lar.... arh!!!! i admire him sooooo much!!!

these few days jux went on fine...

yesterday went out with Jy... quite fun.... but a bit scary coz we witnessed some pple fighing... *grossified*.. then msg edwin whole day.. haha... im blessed..

shit lar.. havent finish up OC project... n CC project... super sian arh!!!

im sitting ard in OC's make-up class... waiting for the rest to do their presentation... walked from T21 all e way to T4... pple not in SP please take note tat this is from one end of e sch to e other end.. which means its a distance of ard 4 bus-stops... cn u imagine?? all bcoz our teacher is stupid... i hate Sheryl-lynn Kan...

im not able to do any presentation because yesterday when i reached home n finished up my DTP.. i realised tat my powerpoint expired and there is no way i cn get my powerpoint for OC done... its okay.. im going to buy e software and finish it up... wahaha...

technically im still attached... spiritually i dun think i am.. haha... its ok... we havent talked to each other for quite sometime.... no sweet things like "i love u" n "i miss u" n "missing me?"... nvm lar.. he's having a very hard time trying to think of his physical fitness test n how he muz pass it for the inspector rank... n how he need to bid farewell to everyone... okay, everyone EXCEPT me...

hey.. so sad... my eye-candy is attached!! sad arh... =(... but i saw his frenster.. so cute... =)...

Ifah doing presentation on cheese!! hmm.. my cheesy cheese... i juz realised all e cheese i like r italian cheese~! mozerella n parmesean (think i got e spelling wrong.. nvm...) yummy!! i juz sooooooo love em!!! =)

yes it did work out.. thank you very much for ur concern... (im NOT being sarcastic here)... but it juz might as well it dun work out...

i wun c him until he comes back botak a few weeks later...

i shld have known... we r always e same... i expected him to b there when i wan n NOT to b when i dun... come on Joanne Yeo Xin Le... he's not just any someone... he's ur BF... for god's sake...

anyway, we got back the 50% of our ICP score today... out of sheer luck.. here's wat i've got:

• ICA 1: 78 (20%)
• Group Project : 82 (20%)
• Participation Mark : 80 (10%)

anybody who cn calculate will tell u i've juz scraped half an "A" with a 40% on average... half? yes, tats rite.. HALF... e other half lies on Ms Hui's desk, waiting for me to face it on 21st September... if i cn scrap another 80 for this one... i'll get an "A" for ICP... everything out of sheer good luck... i really dun deserve this... i have my lucky stars to thnx...

n here's a note to grace n lynn n sara: ooi!!! tag my board lar!! its so lonely.... hahah... i cn hear it weep...

this is juz my very last attempt to save e relationship between me n edwin... n if it doesnt work out... then its all over... mayb we r juz not meant to b...

p.s/ woohoo!! my good fren is attached wor!!

woah... still cnt get over e dance i saw e other day by stitzers aka NYP foreign bodies... still think they r cool esp e amplifier effect done by JC n JW... woohoo... lol... n tat tomboy look so cool out there doing e scratching... cnt remember her name.. haha... its a date for this 17th sep... haha... fountain of wealth.. interested pple plz go... n support em!! haha...

this thursday shld b celebrating edwin's birthday if NTH goes wrong.. like those who read my blog will noe... he's having moodswings lately lar... like yesterday's outbreak.. damn pissed with him... yar... so IM e girlfren who doesnt think for him... excuse me?? who is e one who is ignoring his gf while saving his fren? yar.. so now its my fault..

sometimes i really wonder who e hell am i to him... like... yar rite.. frenster status... "its complicated"... win le lor...

made a date with jieying to go dancin this friday as we both VERY much wanted to go dancing after saturday (all JC n JW's fault)... lol... so we made it a point to go this friday.. i juz hope i do not meet edwin there... its his darts nite out... i dun wanna meet him there...

anyway.. started on "Tara Road" by Maeve Binchy yesterday... i thought its good 2 years ago... i still think its good now... after this book i will try "The Da Vinci Code" by Dan Brown... hmm... i've picked up my reading habits again... guess i have the DMC05 pple to thnx... haha... something good did come out afterall.. anyway... pple who have read good novels... please introduce em to me... thnx alot...

woah~! yesterday went to suntec city to watch the "suntec dance 2005"... final heats... so cool!!! the NYP pple really did well... they got into the last 8!! finals on 17th sep.. watching it with JY again... afterall... our main purpose there is for Mr JC... hahaha... but i prefer giraffe dancing.. cuter... lol... long long de... ahahhaha... but giraffe got girlfren de.... then jieying ask me keep my hands of him... haha.... hello!!!! im NOT tat kind of bitch who goes ard getting other pple's bfs... i jux cnt do it... so sorry...

anyway... e main lead of e day... Mr JC's great!! he was e one who cheorographed e dance.. great work man.. i was so amazed by em.. i rewatched e video again n again... took out all of Mr Jc's pic for jieying... lol... but his eyeliner ruined things man... hahah... hope i wun c it again... i wanna c e pure Mr JC... yar..

after tat me n jieying walked ard n met em at 7-11 near laopasa... lol... so weird lar.... its so far from suntec but we met each other! haha

edwin still nv reply me... i dun care anymre...

woohoo... cnt blive it man... after so long NOT updating her blog.. regina dedicated an entire entry to me! so honoured sia (im trying to b sarcastic here).. oh well... not like i bother... u noe wat? u wan e fun again? mayb we cn do it again... nice entertainment for both of us... n i dun think u need to thank me u noe.... its EMBARASSING... haha...

some little thing n they juz assumed its toking abt em... stupid n silly...

as usual... edwin is still "in bad mood".. yesterday i sent him one of e sweetest thing i cld have done... n guess wat? no reply... no reaction... oh.. mayb he lost his phone... mayb he did not activate his MMS service.. mayb he's alseep all e way till now... mayb his sister took his phone... hello!!! im NO kid alrite... u didnt even bother to give me excuse while u r online n im online as well... wateva... u noe wat? ITS OVER... u cn come back when u r ready... i juz so cannot stand mood swing pple...

going to suntec to meet jieying... wah! we r going to c junchao dance!! is it cool or wat? i havent see junchao b4 lor.. cn c who is this guy my beloved 1031 pal loves so much... hahha...

something is wrong with edwin... i cnt point my finger to it.. it is like... he's kind of pulling himself from me... like.. whenever i come online.. he used to b e first to msg me as long as he is as his com.. busy or not... but these two days... im as good as not being online... he cnt c me or something.. even if i msg him first.... n he doesnt reply to smses... i dunno... i suspect its over.. e sparks n everything is over.. ever since tat nite.. tat wednesday nite...

i juz knew tat good things doesnt last on me... mayb im juz not good enough for him...

but then.. he said he's in a bad mood... hello!!! like.. u cn share it with me?? im no outsider u noe... mayb he juz too egoistic to show e weak side of him to a girl... even his own girlfren... like.. wateva... i juz wish there is something i cn do for u...

edwin really win le... yesterday i was so worried over him tat i cldnt sleep.. then this morning at 7am.. he msged me tell me.... he's been saving his fren in distress.... = =+... yar rite... playing e hero while im sooooooo worried... fuck him... n when he replied me this morning he didnt even feel apologetic or anything..

but at least we worked things out again.. like we always did... haha.. i juz realised both me n him r e same type of person... frenz first.... stead 2nd... haha... we r e zhong you qing se kind of pple!!

im soooo sorry tat my blog is all abt him... aiyo... pple going to army police academy soon leh... so let me rattle abt him b4 he enters on 13th sep ok?? pretty please? =)...

anyway... i kind of had this "tiff" with regina online today.. oh well.. wateva... come n shoot me if u like... im not bothering le... i noe nth good will come out of tml's presentation... confirm got u n nicole to make things difficult for me.. its ok... i cn still bear with it...

i guess this it wat junhao n herrick meant by "different frequency".. like pple with different thinkings... or cannot tolerate a certain behaviour of e other party... like e way some in my class cannot tolerate me n i cannot tolerate some... so? me... junhao... herrick... we chose e same path.. isolation... like e world during class is onli me, me n me!! woohoo... haha... im going to get books n stuff to keep me occupied...