Thursday, June 30, 2005
n im slackin again... ol... not listenn to lecture... yesterday bought my ipod mini... yippee!!! i love my blue ipod mini soooo much... lalala~ but i dun have alot of songs inside.. so if there's any good songs.. feel free to send me.. alrite?
!xo chewstixxx...
P.S: Will pple who stop by my blog type something in e tagboard??? let me noe u r here... =)
BUH-bye
9:00 am
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
thought abt going to malaysia to c energy if they having concert in malaysia.. coz it gonna b in weekend.. so i really wanna go..
i dunno y im so insistent in seein em this time.. mayb bcoz its e last time.. haix.. even if e 7th graders nt going.. i might jux go.. dependin whether i will find pple there to accompany me or whether i cn find someone to go over with me.. haix.. it all depends..
BUH-bye
2:48 pm
Monday, June 27, 2005
lonely.. im so lonely.. i have nobody.. on my own....
BUH-bye
4:08 pm
im in such a fucking foul mood tat i wanna kill pple.. feelin absolutely pissed off n now all i wanna is to go one corner n shut myself up... i simply feel.. played with... kns... e class supposed to go watch initial D on thurdays.. e day it came out.. then postponed to sunday... after tat they wanted monday.. as i cldnt gowiht em on monday coz i promised to go out with jy.. jy asked me to go watch with her.. but then e class now went n say sunday.. i wanted to go with e class n so i declined jy but said i will still go out with her on monday (today).. in e end e class didnt go yesterday (sunday) n wanted to go today.. FUCKING HELL LAR! I CNT GO N THEY HAVE TO CHOOSE TODAY! then i asked jy to watch with me again then she say she made an appointment with someone.. fucking hell now nobody watchin with me.. wat the fuck.. i hate e class... assholes..
cip project suckz yesterday.. trust me.. fuck..
these 2 days r asshole days for me..
*im sorry for so many fucks*
im so sick of crying for energy.. argh...
BUH-bye
3:09 pm
Friday, June 24, 2005
sometimes i jux wish att i cn b a loner.. like.. live alone without anyone.. no frenz no nth.. oh well.. its quite impossible judgin att i will most likely to kill myself if i really every bcame an outcast with no one bside me.. oh well.. but then again.. nobody will care if i die if im an outcast.. rite? neh.. im juz so negative.. i do try to b positive.. but its hard.. im jux so sensitive..
today went through frenster acc.. saw everyone got bfs gfs lar.. win le.. make me so jealous.. >_<.. but then rite.. i wun wan to have any some guy to b my bf.. e nxt one gotta b serious.. nt those unhappy then breakup kind.. haix.. im patient u noe..
anyway.. today whole day FOM.. i really dun understand all this FOM shit.. though it seems like i do.. SWOT analysis n Product n Market Expansion Grid.. argh... i noe how to do em but i cn nv get anything outta em.. its so funny lar... >_<.. wished i dun have to learn marketing.. tat will b so good... =)... but david wong n chlee is ok lar.. they r both quite funny...
Sunday going CIP at ngee ann city... good pple plz come gimme support.. i'll appreciate it.. =).. CD preject due on monday for presentation.. oh no.. n i havent done e video yet.. hope i cn do everything by sunday..
ICP proposal duein soon as well.. argh... everything's startin to crash on us.. OC got project as well.. n DTP will soon.. sianz...
learned new things abt fotoshop form doris nga.. its so fun!
BUH-bye
10:02 pm
Thursday, June 23, 2005
haix.. yesterday heard from my japan teacher Ehara-sensei tat she is leaving for Japan and so we r havin a new teacher! argh.. so sad.. i like her... =(.. hope e new teacher is nice.. i wonder is it a guy or a girl.. then yesterday was e last time we gonna say "Ehara-sensei sayonara!"... i wanted to tell her as well tat "Ehara-sensei, dai suki!"
today knew tat energy was in taiwan filmin a commercial.. good old aidi is there to film it with em.. i wonder wat happens.. gee... i miss energy.. =(.. i wan concert to come but yet i dun wan it to come.. ironic? not really.. i wanna c energy perform.. but if e concert comes it means e end is coming... =(.. wat am i to do?
anyway.. its so not fun to b stuck in singapore while ur frenz is all in taiwan.. really.. nt fun at all..
BUH-bye
9:28 am
Monday, June 20, 2005
today i kind of heard from him n noein he's so happy... inevitably.. im kind of sad.. so here i lie, forgotten.. oh well.. i brought it upon myself.. i've lost him... i cnt blame anyone..
BUH-bye
9:49 am
Thursday, June 16, 2005
they still gonna leave.. ahdi still nt gonna come back,,, its pretty sad... n no matter how much i cry.. is useless.. rite?? =(.. i miss energy...
BUH-bye
8:41 am
Monday, June 13, 2005
realised tat i've skipped a few events of this energy trip so gotta update mre now b4 i hand e com over to my sister... these few days without Uncle Vincent, Comfort was our new partner for we keep calling their cabs but their operaters really made me n marine so pissed with em.. i mean.. come on lar... u r not even sure which street a particular blk lies on... muz b some irresponsible operator.. stupid girls..
[933 rehearsal] we actually jux went straight into e VIP seats area to watch when energy came but then we were nice n quiet so zhiyong didnt shoo us but jux tell us to clear e place after energy's finished.. saw e "tian yu di" dance.. oh my god!! i love it.. "ai ni ai ni ai ni zen hui rang wo xin fen luan ru ma"... i like e dance for att sentence... ahha.. n bcoz we were in VIP area n got barrier... this video is one of e best tat i've taken so far.. trust me.. its so nice n im so proud of it! *grinz*
[Bai fen Bai Jian Mian Hui] i didnt go bcoz 1) im not chosen 2) i was in great pain att day n spent e morning rollin on my bed n after tat bloggin.. apparently.. they told me att ahdi was rollin in bed tat mornin as well.. wat a coincidence..
[PSC recording Live] queued quite long for it.. energy stayed through e whole thing so we got to c em quite alot esp since they were judges for e dance competition so they sat within e audiences but of coz right in front.. then they dance n sang.. i think.. cldnt really remember.. onli noes clearly tat previously, b4 we entered the studio.. we saw energy at e lift there which was jux bside e staircase att we were abt to enter n climb.. maisie n i almoz tripped in our rush to confirm att its em.. when we saw ahdi.. we shouted his name but none of us rushed over.. wat we did was juz.. shouting.. lol... i noe its stupid but we r not crazy fans.. lol.. then they juz looked at us n smile n wave etc.. niunai's so vain! he was stylin his hair, usin e lift's metal door as a mirror.. he sure cnt spare a moment.. haha.. then i told ahdi not to get left bhind again.. n got knocked on e head by maisie... boo~! a side not: all this while, the Bai fen Bai pple were filmin us lar.. great.. how many times were we on camera? argh... countless.. anyway... we realised ahdi didnt change his shirt.. my god.. he really need some clothes.. his wardrobe muz b pathetic.. y hasnt iris bought anything for him? lol.. nvm.. i'll buy..
[signature session] i have to admit tat im so shocked.. bcoz while we were filmin.. we saw ahdi kept lookin in me n limin's direction.. e thing is... there is nobody bside us to look at as its blank lar.. n e pple in front were nt ahdi fans which means ahdi wldnt have bothered with em coz he wun bother abt his own fans anyway.. so we kind of came up with e conclusion tat ahdi was lookin at us.. n through e video cam.. we caught him ard 10 times lookin our way lar.. haha.. i wonder is it bcoz 2 days ago i was cryin like mad in front of him... = =+..
but b4 e whole thing started, me, val n aidi began to cry bcoz val n aidi saw our 13-years-old cryin n they got influenced.. then aidi influenced me.. i tried to shut e music of "yan lei de wei dao" n when ahdi said "wo shi ah di! wo hao ai chang ge o!" but b4 i knew it.. tears were trickling down my cheeks.. i didnt noe i cld b this upset.. energy sang tat same song later but eventually i forced myself not to get affected by it for ahdi will not b happy either if he saw att we've cried..
then after tat.. i got my cd onstage.. yuqing placed em for me... ok.. here's e position: yuqing(collectin lyrics booklets to sign), shuwei, kunda, monkey(he's e one tat stopped ahdi writin my name), ahdi, samantha(pushin e cds to e nxt person after ahdi's finished), niunai n connie... well.. yuqing pushed my cds to shuwei n i looked at shuwei n bended down n asked him to write "energy wan sui" but he wrote onli energy.. = =+... mayb he got a little hearin prob oso after hanging out too much with ahdi.. but bcoz he wrote on both cds.. i've decided to forgive him... but juz at this time.. he shoke my hand n when i smiled at him.. HE ACTUALLY POINTED AT MY BRACES N CALLED ME "GANG YA"!! rude fellow.. dare to smile at me summre..
then after tat is kunda.. hahahahah... kunda remembered when i told him i've got nth to say! coz he asked whether i've got anything to say to him.. after pausin for very long.. i told him "jiayou"... which is wat pple always said when they gt nth to say.. then i asked him to help me draw stars which is xin xin in chinese but he drew hearts which is xin... then when he drew a heart on e first cd (i've got 2).. i quickly corrected him n told him is e stars in e sky.. then he still drew a heart.. i almoz wanted to kill him until he drew an additional star bside e heart..
after kunda is ahdi.. previously, val (who is in front of me) helped me to tell ahdi (in a soft voice) to help me write my name.. but he seems blur so when its my turn.. i told him myself.. n i think samantha didnt hear it coz she didnt oppose... then ahdi wrote my name on it.. wahahaha.. so happy... my precious lyrics booklet.. but he onli wrote on one... then i sked him if he goes online n he said "yes".. but i didnt ask if he goes jiazu.. boo!!! im so stupid.. shld have asked him tat.. i mean.. of coz he goes online!!
then is niunai.. moomoo as we noe him as.. he's so funny! he commented att there's alot of stuff on my booklet.. then normally if atts e case.. he shld write something soo rite?? but he wrote nth.. = =+.. im speechless.. after tat, he shoke both my hand n grinned... e thing is... it was such a.. BIG grin... i got shocked n lost my smile.. haha.. then i jux walk away...
I LOVE AHDI!!! but i stilld un think he remembers me lar..
[Cenosis recording] b4 e show even began.. me marine limin n maisie was so bored tat we jux went n stare drawin energy logo on maisie.. haha.. poor maisie... anyway... e host was mark lee n quan yi feng.. they both very cute n funny lar... but mark lee keep embarassin pple.. anyway... we knew energy were bored lar... then durin a particular break, ahd used a female voice n said "wo shi niu nai".. so crap! then they sang hokkien songs n we asked shuwei to say a joke.. he think for very long n came up with a doraemon joke which was 1) not understandable 2) not funny... anyway.. kunda even chewed his wristband lar.. duh... oh yar! shuwei so hao se!!! he was tokin to mlik n when xu mei zhen walked by.. he stop tokin n stare at her lar!! so bai chi.. lol..
e cenosis thing oso got f.i.r but they onli came to record 2 songs.. sianz.. lol.. we shouted "yo yo qin ge" n he juz smile n waved.. nv "yo yo" back.. then we shouted again n he gave us e puzzled look.. then for e 3rd time.. he said "huh?"... faye got irritated n scolded him.. "shi qin ge la!".. then he went "o.. wo hai yi wei shi xi ge.." another who needs ear checks..
[Departure] nth happened.. i wanted to give ahdi a letter but nobody within e premium lounge bothered to take it lar.. they took no one's.. n ahdi gave no sign of recognizing me at all.. but its oso bcoz 1) he was not lookin at fans but jux concentrating on wat he was doing (signing posters) n onli looked at fans n waved vaguely when he's abt to leave.. 2) i was blocked by a stupid bush n sofas were in front of me.. im not visible at all to e pple inside.. they will onli b able to c my cam...
when they entered e gate.. we rushed upstairs to c em on e walkway.. niunai n kunda n shuwei waved up... ahdi got lagged bhind again coz he was buyin something.. then he looked up in somewhere either my direction or near me.. but i cldnt c coz my vcam happened to shake at e time he glanced so i dunno where he was lookin..
haix.. i miss energy.. i wanna go taiwan lar!!.. so not fair..
BUH-bye
10:16 pm
Saturday, June 11, 2005
yesterday went to energy's qian chang hui... skipped sch bcoz of it n until now i still felt guilty.. oh well.. its e last time.. we wun get to c em again anyway...
everything was quite sad... they sang yan lei de wei dao when they came out n apparently ahdi looked like he was going to cry.. his eyes was red n watery but e tears didnt drop.. i was e one down sheddin tears... it jux came down on its own.. limin was behind bhind me sobbin... aidi keep tryin to comfort me while takin videos of kunda.. haha... its jux kind of sad...
signing of e cds.. ahdi wanted to write my name but oh well.. tat stupid universal guy stopped him n pushed my cd away... i swear he'll get it from me if i c him again.. i threw my face in front of niunai.. simple bcoz of SK.. bcoz of her stuff i gotta sing "onli u" in front of niunai... i dun dare to look at him le lar.. i was rude to knda but its e fact.. i really gt nth to say to him.. ahha... n i showed kunda, shuwei n yuqing-jie my finger bendin thing... haha.. kunda stared at e fingers n told he cldnt do it.. shuwei was so shocked!! haha~ yuqing-jie gasped.. haha.. im so power..
we actually wanted to go off le but val n marine needed e washroom so we waited for em.. it so happened tat e yu le bai fen bai crew walked by n e girl recognized aidi n asked if she cried (aidi's situation was e same as ahdi.. red watery eyes but no tears dropped out) then aidi told e girl att i was e one who cried n im e one who liked ahdi... i was hopin she wld keep it quiet.. so much for hopin... oh well.. then e girl requested to do a small interview with us n asked a few question.. argh.. i gotta ans em... then e few of us gathered n said "energy jiayou x3" to e mic.. argh... so diu lian... i hope they dun air it..
then i threw my face again... this time in front of kunda n shuwei.. again.. they went to e toilet n gotta walk pass Fila shop... then i saw a bag tat i liked n started modellin with it.. i didnt realise tat bside me is a big pane of window (i thought it was mirror) n shuwei walked by.. he stopped to look at me... i was so embarrassed!! then i feel to e floor n kunda walk by this time.. n again.. he stared... wat an awful day..
oh.. then we went n watched e rehearsal for ngee ann city... saw JJ n he was very nice... we wanted to ask for photo for his xuan chuan took him e back way n so we've got no chance... sad..
huishi is a very nice person n nice dj.. lol.. she keep jokin with us.. at first she asked wat fanclub r we n whether we r queuin for e concert but we said no then she asked us who we supported n we said energy.. she told us energy's scheduled for 11pm's rehearsal slot.. we asked abt fir as well as we wanna kajiao our yoyo-qin ge!! lol.. but their plane was a lte one so they cldnt make it.. huishi still laugh at us n said "ta men gang xia fei ji na me lei le ni hai yao ta men change ge?" (trans: they r already so tired n u still wan em to sing?) then we laughed.. lol
zhiyong grew fat!! ahha~
anyway.. gotta go prepare later go mediacrop watch e psc show.. haix... signing off..
BUH-bye
2:39 pm
Thursday, June 09, 2005
yesterday's jap lesson was ok.. its ind of fun.. ehara sensei is so kawaii... she said our class is very noisy... haha... but then again.. bcoz of tat stupid guy in e class who keeps tryin to brag his jap.. i feel so disgusted... lol.. i swear he's so er xin lar.. i mean.. i noe a few words of jap as well but so wat? i cnt even make a sentence... n he cnt even pronounce okasan... bai chi...
now at DTP lessons... finished my assignment b4 ms nga finshed with e lesson.. oh well.. simply bcoz i've been messin ard with e photoshop software in my hse! haha.. so its pretty easy for me.. but i onli used 1 tool.. hahaha... shh.. since she wun read this... its a secret.. =P...
today's my turn to do e queuein.. doin it with limin.. haha.. we gonna watch e starry nites together.. yuckz!!! makes me sound so lesbian... =P... ok limin.. i SWEAR I DUN LIKE U IN TAT WAY!!!!
BUH-bye
9:27 am
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
hehe.. yesterday saw a super cute senior (i think) in foodcourt 6... then i wanna get to noe him so much!!! lol.. he's from school of business lar.. but i dunno he wat course wat year... hehe... onli carolyn n zhili saw him b4... ohmygod!!! i wan his number.. someone help me get!!! haha..
BUH-bye
4:11 pm
Monday, June 06, 2005
now my jap lesson is on wed at 3.15pm to 5.15pm at T22433... class number 1J4.. sianz.. which means i gotta go to blk T22 which is so far away! argh..
now in ITB which, as usual, is BORING! come on lar.. i noe all abt email alrite??? everybody oso noe how to use a website... !@#$%^&*... plain stupid lar...
BUH-bye
3:29 pm
Friday, June 03, 2005
e other day i watched enews n saw em crying on e reports session n it kind of make me sad.. ahdi leaving e grp.. i guess its not easy for everyone... n definitely something horribly sad for me but i'll b ok! i swear... coz afterall this is expected.. n it will hurt even mre to c him trying so hard to dance... but i thank em for leaving their last performance to Singapore... You know.. at least i noe i'll b able to c em for e last time n leave some last memories..
DMC1A05 rawkz...
BUH-bye
9:49 pm
Thursday, June 02, 2005
trying to figure out how to use e Apple Macs in our Digital Media Studio... now having break coz Ms nga is sooo nice!!! i love her.. lol.. she's e nicest n coolest we've had so far.. woohoo... looks like thursday r gonna b nice... =)...
yesterday met up with cari n yanping.. chanel came along later.. oh god.. i jux hear yanping keep toking abt weikang lar.. lol.. weikang is not doing anything to salvage his reputation in IJC lar.. lol... he's typically "got gf every ok".. im so jealous... coz he's so sweet to his gf.. argh.. tat reminds me.. no guy i've been out with is so nice.. ok.. except weikang himself.. lol...
i feel like i've got alot tat i wanna pour out.. but then rite.. dunno leh.. its jux like my brain's stuck or something like tat... i cnt get a sigle word out.. i wonder where did e babbling joanne goes to.. argh.. life's boring.. i swear.. i cnt wait for nxt sem where i cn touch videos!!!
haix.. n i really think i cnt make it for e last time of their autograph session.. oh no.. wat am i gonna do???
BUH-bye
9:11 am
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
life's so boring now.. e teacher is toking a whole lot of crap tat i already noe.. come on lar.. who tat is below 30 years old doesnt noe how to use e email system nowadays? get a life lar..
lalala~~ jux now met up with jt.. really very long nv c him le.. shhh... here's a secret: he's hair really ugly lor.. joel cut it for him.. argh.. so ugly.. haha.... i swear joel shld practise his skills again.. if he ever open a salon.. i swear i wun go...
BUH-bye
2:36 pm
