Tuesday, October 31, 2006
my blog is boring.. there's no pictures no nth.. haiz..
i'll learn to take photos everyday.. muahaha..
but by e end of e sem, we'll have a nice pictorial of yiqin sleeping in GEM class every wed.. wahahhaha...
will b having a photo album up soon.. shld b in wretch.com lar... its in chinese but i prefer e organization there n i'll b able to have a chinese blog too.. *grinz*.. c first lar...
BUH-bye
11:49 pm
Sunday, October 29, 2006
im totally fucked by e attitude e adults gave me when i asked abt e queer incident of my uncle staying at my granddad's hse... its totally illogical but every single shit of em refused to tell me... im seriously irritated by it all.. n e worse thing??
Y IS MY BLOODY SISTER IN TAIWAN NOEING EVERYTHING??
seriously speaking, me wantin to noe this matter is not abt e matter itself at all bt more of i cnt understand y they tell my sister but refused to tell me anything??? am i really tat untrustable as compared to my sister???
fine!! DUN EXPECT ME TO DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE ANYMORE!!
THIS IS E FUCKING BOTTOMLINE...
BUH-bye
9:33 pm
Saturday, October 28, 2006
e onli reason y this entry existed in e first place is bcoz..... i wan to kajiao chuyun.. whahaha...
mac came up with e new flavous Mochaholic milkshake not too long ago n as a craze for milkshakes, i always wanted to try it out... was on e way home after work with pam, chuyun n ah ger when we walked by mac cafe...
decided to go try e mocha milkshake so we went to queue...
matthew (chuyun's small tiny alot-of-fate crush) was working..
bought 2 from him n asked him to seperate payment.. he charged pam.. then i wanted to pay for mine, he said it was already paid.. but pam paid onli $2.50... so i thought he made a mistake n insisted payment...
tats when he say e golden words "give u free"... whee~~~~ i got a free mochaholic!! n it wasnt too bad... in fact, i like it...
now... i better run away b4 im bashed up... *zoomz*
on e other hand, work sucks coz i wasnt concentrating e whole day.. haiz...
BUH-bye
1:56 am
Thursday, October 26, 2006
i was at home today n seriously thinking over wat e shit i wan outta my already fucked up life... n u noe wat? i realised i wanted to go to university... i wanted to get my degree.. i want to seriously learn to work hard now...
i noe i always say e same old thing... haiz...
i was looking through a few degree in taiwan universities.. e more famous ones.. n i realised tat they hardly offer a degree in mass comm anymore.. its mostly seperated up already.. like degree in advertising.. degree in public relations.. degree in tv,film, radio.. degree in journalism..
i've got no idea wat i wan.. obivously i wun get advertising n PR but i dunno whether i wan to b in journalism or i wan to b in radio.. my dream is to b a DJ.. but i love writing still...
i was staring at e com, unable to make a decision.. its not as easy as it was then when i knew tat i juz wan to b in mass comm...
fucked up...
cya guys in sch tml..
BUH-bye
6:21 pm
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
I think love is seasonal.
All of a sudden, everyone around me gets together and I received news about couples popping up.
Then lately, I start receiving all the negative news about people breaking up.
Thank goodness I'm neutral and out of all these drama.
On e other hand, pple r all applying to go to OITP during e 9 weeks hols.. im not really very interested to go to e one for DMC for its advertising.. not exactly wat i wan.. mayb i'll try to file to c whether i cn get one in taiwan.. =).. i cn help myself.. haha
BUH-bye
6:40 pm
Hari Raya Puasa!! to all my dear muslim frens.. ok.. its a little late but it last for one mth rite??? so no harm.. haha..
went out with ah ger n ruiping today.. kbox then pool.. shit.. we r addicted to pool.. everytime to do we go play pool.. haiz... where's all e creative genes?? plan something special for nxt outing lar!! (*hint: i want to go night safari!! or zoo??) but tats not going to happen till payday rite??
oh.. ah ger.. dun sing so high lar.. i scared e glass break!!
we shld go again.. make sure they dun give us e bright room.. n ruiping!! we shld keep eating their tidbits!! haha.. how many bowls did we have?? i think got 20 leh..
damn.. ernest is cutting everyone's schedule.. which means im not gonna earn as much as i like too.. haiz.. which means pay raise is hopeless.. argh.. to think i wan to buy mini fridge for my sista... haiz... n save up for taiwan trip..
10 years frens reunion.. wahaha.. its going to happen after A's... =)
BUH-bye
1:04 am
Monday, October 23, 2006
i miss u, jie... i need ur hug...
BUH-bye
12:46 am
Saturday, October 21, 2006
i seriously feel sicken with life... its exhuasting.. its lonely.. n u get nth out of it at all... its as if god drops u onto this shitass place, expects u to survive, n then takes everything away from u.. u dun understand e meaning of it all.. n then u continue on this journey called "life", feeling clueless..
mayb humans shld learn to live alone.. like block urself off n then survive.. no communication.. i mean, wats e pt? i always thought tat pple will stick ard u for e rest of ur life.. u juz turn ard n they r there.. but no.. sometimes, when u turn ard, there's no one there at all.. they run so fast tat u dun even feel it.. look ard n suddenly relise tat u r all alone.. pple come n go..
mayb with technologies, someone will invent a device tat locks up ur emotions n ur heart... then u feel nth.. no hurt, no pain...
i think i cn understand y pple r addicted to drugs... to live in their own world tat they created.. at least all u find is "happiness" there, isnt it?
i shld take a week off during e hols, no work, no sch, no going out, no communication.. lock myself up at home n void myself of all emotions... learn not to expect, learn not to hope..
good idea..
BUH-bye
9:57 pm
damn it.. i downloaded e first 3 episodes of "Death Note" anime...
its in avi format..
there's no codec for it.. cannot watch..
i downloaded e codec...
i cn watch!
BUT E BLOODY AUDIO IS FASTER THAN E VIDEO!! FUCK IT...
BUH-bye
2:37 am
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i didnt noe jay chou cn dance.. n he woahed me with this dance he did in this song.. damn him... he looks good...
jay chou has gone on to yet another height.. he's going to go a long way...
BUH-bye
12:55 am
Monday, October 16, 2006
sometimes i wish tat there r times tat i cn b alone... which is y im addicted to taxi lately... i cn sit in e car, stare outside n pretend tat e rest of e world vanished.. i cnt even c e driver.. im juz in a moving car n every second, there's new things for me to c... then with my ipod on, im hearing songs i wan to hear... with tat, im in my own world..
which is y i preferred bus over train in e first place.. u cn nv pretend tat u r alone in e train.. but u cn on e bus.. even if someone is sitting nxt to u.. juz get a window seat n stare out of e window.. u r alone again...
now i understand y sometimes i hate it when my journey ended, now matter how much i wanted to b in e destination.. i miss e journey.. e alone times..
arh... emotions...
BUH-bye
1:47 am
Friday, October 13, 2006
remembered abt backmasking today when eugene n cawo mentioned it today at TVSM class.. searched e web n found it.. quite cool.. ok.. u guys will ask wat is backmasking rite?
Backmasking is actually a song or speech played backwards n another msg appears.. most pple claims tat it is something ur subconcious is trying to say.. yup.. hey's a popular backmasking website to go to.. beware though.. its creepy.. haha... after i heard it at nite, i have to put fahrenheit on repeat mode.. hahah
Jeff Milner's Backmasking site
BUH-bye
1:29 am
Thursday, October 12, 2006
i nv failed to b impressed with V6.. wateva i watch em in.. they were e first boyband tat i loved.. n counting from e first time i likes em... its been abt 6 years now.. yes.. i liked em since i was in P6...
i remembered i was mesmerised by Ken's boyish ways (n hence, my email add).. i really liked him alot until i started growing up n turn to Go Morita who's e cooler n more badboy type.. he's damn cute, funny n handsome.. *grinz*..
even now, my eyes instinctively picked him out from a whole lot of pple..
however, i still liked all e other members juz as much..
I love Sakamoto's singing.. he cn bring e to heaven with his voice...
I love Innochi's funny ways n his small eyes which they say was a line..
I love Nagano's wit... he always gives e best comments...
I love Go's everything.. from e looks.. to e way he raps.. n his damn unique voice... not to forget abt him being ultra funny n sweet..
I love Ken's boyish ways n how he always makes me laugh when he sings or raps..
I love Junichi's maturity as he gets from e little boy to e handsome grown man.. hehe..
i used to love V6.. i still love em now even though i lacked alot of their info.. i guess V6 nv left me...
n they'll remain my fav boyband for a long long time.. (sorry fahrenheit, energy, kattun n arashi.. *grinz*)
BUH-bye
1:43 am
Sunday, October 08, 2006
we went picnicking today!! we thought we will do something most pple wun do.. lolz..
went to mac-ritche.. was late coz i forgot to buy e eggs so i had to walk 15 mins to e mart, n walk 15 mins back.. then scrambled 1/2 e eggs n make egg mayo with e other 1/2...
reached amk mrt station then meet up with e rest, took bus down, walked a dist n found a good spot! so we placed down my "darling" n sit on her.. haha... had alot of fun talking crap.. then took alot of crap photos.. will post em up soon.. as long as huji sends em to me.. hahaha..
then walked a long dist in e forest.. wah.. damn tiring.. im getting old...
went back to amk then went to play pool.. keep getting partnered up with ruiping.. haiz... lolz.. ok lar.. she's good.. =)...
it all seems so boring.. but its so fun!! let's do something else again soon.. *grinz*
BUH-bye
11:00 pm
my parents juz changed e sofa set today.. its alrite i guess.. it cld have been alot worse.. e onli comforting thing is tat its got huge, fluffy cushion which i love.. wahaha...
n they opened e letterbox on e way home n i realised there was a "Sakae Shinbun" for me.. lolz... n when i saw e christmas party tray, i almost died of laughter.. they placed ham on a piece of rice, wrap some seaweed ard it n calls it a sushi.. something new they come up for e fa-la-la-la season.. damn.. n they start having riceballs in e shape of stars.. ok.. mayb we shld call em rice-stars... i cnt imagine e kitchen staff having to print stars out of rice.. they'll freak out n e service crew gonna receive more shit.. damn em...
oh... n sakae 2007 diary r selling at $1.50+ each or comes foc when u spend a minimum of $30.. (who wants it? its crap..)
n they classified e "newly-opened" sakae sushi at citylink mall n atrium as new.. damn.. it was old "Dining @ Sakae" n they cldnt operate it any longer b4 they changed it back...
BUH-bye
2:07 am
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i dun like being shouted at.. (who does?)
n pple thought tat me n yiqin wld nv quarrel.. judging by our closeness.. (yar rite...)
ha... when two hot-headed person clashes.. e sky drops.. (ruiping will scream here)
BUH-bye
1:20 am
Friday, October 06, 2006
my newest fav.. wahahha.. cute eh? e 2nd main male lead of Goong.. love him to bits... e super happy laughter n sometimes e super sad espression... ohmygod... he's going to remain a craze for me for quite sometime.. hehe...
when pple watch dramas or movies... some pple always thought tat e love like wat happened in e show will b blessed upon em one day... e happily everafter.. n e other party loving u so much...
but pple always forgot e guy n girl tat loved e main characters too... they nv got loved back... their love was not happily everafter... haiz.. things will nv b perfect..
BUH-bye
1:32 am
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
oh well.. if adrian wans a confrontation, go ahead... he noes he DID say those things..
anyway... my schedule has been axed so i've got an xtra day of rest... i've got no idea if its good or bad... i dunno i wan income or rest.. but i think it'll b good.. i cn stay home n keep mum company... yeah.. haha.. she'll like tat.. coz she cn cook dinner n i will b there to eat! haha...
i seriously needs to go on a diet.. so tat i cn fit into all those pretty clothes at zara, topshop, mango, dorothy perkins, S&K tat i saw today... yeah... n cn god please drop me money??
im seriously in a financial condition tat i have to live on white bread everyday from now on.. im gonna eat 1 meal everyday which is e $1 sandwich n drink plain water... i'll live through this...
BUH-bye
12:36 am
Sunday, October 01, 2006
im currently in a crazy mood over 3G phones - all thnx to ruiping..
n im going gaga over N93.. except for e fact att its too big n bulky...
n i love all e functions f N73... but i dun like e exterior...
n i love e functions n exterior of K800i.. but i dun look good in sony eric cameras..
n i love e functions n exterior n i look good in e cameras of Z540.. but e camera is onli 1.3 megapixel (e other 3 got a 3.2 mega pixel camera)... n pamela has this phone...
so there is not a 3G phone in e market tat satisfy me.. but of coz.. N93 comes first (n so does e price)...
awwwww... connections...
BUH-bye
11:47 pm