|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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ok.. my jap really suckz big time...basically i dun understand at all lar.. shit.. without Ryu, im useless... damn... n bcoz of this... i miss Ryu so much today when he's not here.. my buddy should start attending jap REGULARLY (this includes yvonne)... lol..

yeah~!~! i love hweeting coz she sent me my jay chou mp3 via bluetooth... hehe... now my phone got... weeeeee~!

oh... my ipod finally gave up today n gone berserk... = =+.. thank u very much... now i need to bring it go servicing.. sian arh... kns.. stupid ipod... hope my songs will not b gone after everything... haix...

edwin got new girlfren.. confirm le.. erm... XXXqing... i think lar.. lol.. shit lar.. i feel weird... >_<...

anyway.. e other day i saw milk while clubbing.. yes.. tat milk from energy... gee... then juz now i read zhiyong's blog n i realised tat his name their name still makes an impact on me.. afterall, they kind of 'blessed' me with some of e best times of my life.. those times when im together with e 7th graders travelling ard singapore in uncle vincent's car.. gee.. i miss uncle vincent! lol... he n his crap shit.. lol...

"to anonymous: thkz, whoeva you are."

itz me...

shit man... i cnt blive i did it!! yes i did.. n i failed my mission.. sad sia.. but nvm lar.. lol.. now i oso dun have time to broad over it le lor.. haha...

haix.. one who called others a bitch is a bitch herself.. well.. u noe im toking abt u... yar..

not online.. not online.. not online.. gee.. im so bored!!

juz finished calling my dear baby.. haix.. she's upset.. hey buddy.. cheer up ok?? anything remember to call me arh!!

i wanna go NYP n c him dance!! dance!! dance!! ok.. actually i juz wanna c him..

shit.. i dunno who i like now... it muz b infactuation for both... it muz b infactuation for both... it muz b infactuation for both.. it muz b infactuation for both... it muz b infactuation for both...

*trying to hallucinate myself*

im so surprised tat im jealous when jieying tok to jinwen.. hmm... but its natural reaction lar.. jieying wun get angry tat i am jealous rite? ahha... dun worry... im ONLY jealous... not angry or anything...

gee.. going out later with jieying n weiting.. so weird rite? going out with weiting...n to think she suggested it.. haha... *shrugs*...

i wanna go NYP n c him dance.. argh... >_<

What a girl said to a guy, and what guy's thinking of..

THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TOLD A GUY:

If you see me walking the road with someone else,
It's not because I like his accompany...

Its because you're not brave enough to walk
beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the
time
Its not because he pleases me

Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..

But because you're not there to catch me fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going

Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?..

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..

Don't let me talk of him,
it's you I want to talk with..

Don't let me fall for him,
It's you I want to fall in love with..

"HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?"

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to
walk beside you

I was behind you every step of the way

Still filled with awe because of the
beauty that stand before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear
your heartbeat

I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch
you, It was because you never gave me the
chance

You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost

I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side

Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with

Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

This is based on a true story.. If
you like it, re-post it.. Perhaps you will find
the love you have been waiting for all this time..

sHe was not pretty..But she had feelings..
One day, she fell in love with a guy..A
guy she really had a crush on..But she
realized that she was not pretty..So she
kept it deep inside her heart..

sHe was not pretty..Knowing this, she still
approached the guy she admired..Upon
approaching him, she asked his name and
asked for his number.. They came into
contact with each other..The lady was so
happy
and she felt nice talking to the guy..

sHe was not pretty..sHe had to remember
this all the time..sHe knew she couldnt say
out
her wish to the guy..However, one day, she
took up the strength to call the guy..When
she
was about to pick up the reciever, the phone
rang..It was him..Her crush...Her guy of her
dreams..he asked her out on that
night..There was no reason for her to say
NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for
dinner..

sHe was not pretty..This was proven to
her at that night..When the guy told her that
he had a crush on another lady. her heart was
crushed
into pieces by her own crush..but she didnt
say
a word..sHe knew it..sHe was not pretty~!...

sHe was not pretty..and she knew she
wont
get her guy of her dream..So she intended to
help the guy out..sHe took the guy to the lady
whom he had a crush on..After a week, she
saw the guy dating with the lady..sHe knew
that there is no more hope for her..

sHe was not pretty..and this made her
loose her love..sHe just kept her feelings
deep
inside her heart..But it was okay for her..as
her love was happy with the lady he loved..

sHe was not pretty..but maybe her
powerful love brought her guy back to
her..One day, the guy came all the way
crying to her..he said to her that he lost
the girl,the girl play timer and dumped him..he
was all in tears and didnt know where to go..

sHe was not pretty..but she loved him..sHe
wiped the tears off the guy and gave a warm
hug..The guy felt the warm feel gush through
his nerves and touch his heart deep
inside..he realized that this was his true love..

sHe was not pretty..but she found her love
finally..and she was happy ...

p/s: looks are not really the most important
thing in love..Consider the feelings of
the ppl around you..You might just find
that true love of yours..sHe may not be
pretty..but she might love you more than
anyone could ever love you!.. and that is
greater than some bitches idiots who
doesn't love u.

ok.. i heard something quite inspirational today.. "if i dun get wat i wan, i noe i'll regret it for life"... quoted from alison... then i start thinking..

since last term, i have been thinking of leaving SP n go to NP... this is wat i wan n i noe it... i've regretted it terribly for nt choosing NP as my first choice initially (all thnx to my sister)... n if i had went there, mayb i need nt waste a whole year in SP... but...

will i go?

i have no idea...

i noe if i go, i'll miss my frenz terribly... really horribly n terribly... pple in my jap class.. yeah... all e fun we used to have,,,

for e sake of em.. i cn nt go...

really not go...

shld i stay in SP or NP? *shrugs*... wat shld i do?? haix...

okay.. i have no idea whether this news is a good news or bad news? EDWIN GOT A NEW GF!! haha...

e reason pple say its bad news bcoz : i dated a jerk...

n e reason y its good news is bcoz : i broke up with e jerk im dating!!

wee~!~! haha... im a little crazy in e morning after a serious lack of sleep.. ok.. i cnt blame anyone.. i stayed up last nite watching "I've A Date With A Vampire III"... ok.. im babbling..

went for e anime thing with Ryu on saturday.. he told me tat he have nv tok so much in his entire life.. i was wondering whether its a compliment or an insult.. but nvm.. i decided to take it as a compliment.. haha.. at least i made him open up.. wahaha...

i made him sing for me too.. cool...unfortunately..

he onli noe how to sing songs by 5566... = =+...

cannot stand it.. then he sing finish le then he let me noe he cn sing songs by jay chou oso.. haix.. dun understand him... make me go through e torture of listening to 5566.. haha.. but his singing made up for it.. *grinz*.. then he walked with me all e way to marina square.. haha.. from clarke quey... wee~~! so fun.. haha... long long walk... then i met up with e youth club pple for kbox..

smart.. i lose my voice e moment i step in.. wahaha..

but strepsils saved me... *grinz*...

so tired.. im yawning... zZzZz... i wanan go home sleep lar... argh...

b4 i continues.. whoever cannot take vulgarites please stop reading from this point onwards.. the rest r not suitable for ur "consumption"...

fuck!!! im damn pissed!! fucking hell demopower skipped one week of my pay.. wat the fuck is this? damn! y is my money not given?? its $150 buckz.. do they have any idea how fucking disgusting it is to have ur money swallowed esp when u need e fucking money e most? wtf.. damn to them... they r absolutely disgusting bunch of trash n im fucking pissed tat patrick hasnt replied or call me back... damn... if i dun get e money back.. demo power is going to pay.. wat the fuck...

i feel like shouting n crying out loud.. its not frigging fair!!! give me back my money!!! i WORKED for it.. its not fair tat i got to wait so long n payment is not made!!!

oh shit.... y am i so affected by tat nick?? y?? y?? Y?! argh.. i hate it... wat am i thinking? mayb i have the mentality tat wat cnt b mine cnt b others.. oh well.. she cn take it if she likes.. I DUN CARE...

yes.. Ryu is a very nice guy.. i finally found a nice guy fren who treats me soooo nice.. like e way jieying is with nic n e way lynn is with chris (its another lynn)... they've got very nice guy frens who treats em so nice, u will think tat they r not juz frenz.. however, they all! haha.. n now i found one myself... glad to have this wonderful fren.. hehe...

yesterday my slippers broke and i had a hard time walking home.. haha... Ryu offered to CARRY me home.. he muz b crazy.. he take bus de lor.. not even train.. haha.. wat does this shows? it shows tat im lucky to have such a fren... weeeeee~!~!~!... hahaha

trying to decide which of the storyline for commercial will i use for me DVPA project.. haix.. brainstuck.. haix...

how do u feel when ur sister's project is shown to ur class as an example?

i felt weird...

argh.. juz hanging ard in sch now waiting for e time to go econs make-up lecture.. skipped jap class today coz ryu, yvonne, elaine n hweeting all not going.. then i go for wat?? haix... so going makeup tml...

im so bored man.. haix... this morning got JW to accompany but he not online now.. sianz... haix... but he really very cute lar... cnt help but like him... ALOT...

im very very tired.. i almost died today from work.. yes.. im really exhausted... but i have to hold on... i cnt run away from this... i earn wat i wan...

hey peepz... big party on...

Date: 19 dec 05
Venue: Rav @ clarke quay (walkin dist fm raffles MRT)
Timing: 10pm to 3 am
ticket: $15 (reserve) & $18

there's pool table for those who play pool. STRICTLY NO alcohol for 17 (yes.. i noe its such a bumper) but 1988 IC can enter. it's from 10pm to 3 am. cn get tickets from me lar.. =)...

ok.. my job's done..

im gonna drown myself...

skipped sch today... yes.. im a bad kid.. coz i need to work to support myself... n if u have anything to say abt this, i suggest u keep ur mouth shut.

sorry.. im in a bad mood today...

im juz tired out...

sch.. work.. sch.. work.. sch.. work.. its so routine...

n im forced to promote a fisherman's pie tat is:

1. far too expensive ($19.70)
2. far too short a keep period (it expires tml)
3. n there's no sampling (which means i dry sale)

n e result? my worst sales record ever of selling 0nli 1 pathetic one... damn it...

oh... i saw e very nice n shuai manager tat used to work at centrepoint... now he's working at Jelita (near Hollang V)... boring lar...

wee~!~! my sister is going for her internship @ mediacorp publishing... wee~!~! 8 days n Lime n I-Weekly... hope she c alot of stars.. woohoo~!~!

hehe... im flying ard in e air rite now coz im so happy!! wee~!~! im talking to him on MSN!! woohoo~!~! i rawkz.. *grinz*... n he's so funny... hehe...

/auueor/ anybody with shuqun sec frenz? this involves whether i get a treat or not.. if got plz intro hor! thnx... says
*rise hands n shouts innocent*
-=ah(",)pUaz=-:"I'm back yo!!" ‮ syas:
lOlz!
-=ah(",)pUaz=-:"I'm back yo!!" ‮ syas:
*pretendz not to see*

sorry tat i havent been blogging properly these few days... im having a serious lack of sleep!! all bcoz of e fact tat i turn in late every nite n wake up early the nxt morning.. nonetheless, its common tat something like today happened.. yes~! I woke up late n skipped my first IDEA class.. juz 2 weeks into sch.. *grinz*...

had our first DVPA lesson n wat cn i say except tat it rawkz? gee~ dun i juz love doris nga... she's e best PTN.. i swear...

i thought it was over.. gee.. guess im wrong...

cnt wait for tml coz got JAP class!! woohoo~! n i gonna meet my dear siim ynn for GEMs again.. but very sian leh.. dun feel like going.. gee... but wat to do?? muz go... >_<...

oh.. n here's e BIGGEST news of the day... supplied to me by jieying... both OJC n PJW r attached!! damn.. im going to go hug jieying n cry our hearts out...

okok.. im onli kidding..

some stupid guy called me at 7am in e morning... so irritating... summre he called twice... damn.. i hung up both times...

i added the impt one in msn.. haix...

someone said i look like australian... thank you very much...
someone said im very cute.. thank you very much...

he's back.. damn... shld i add him in msn??

finished up work.. finally.. tired out.. dunno wat to do.. slacking.. finally getting abit of my pay.. e end.. nth to report..

p.s/ he's very sad which makes me very sad...

wee~! happy deepavali to all indians.. have fun!!

here's a few songs for a few pple in my life:

for JW:

只想愛你-楊丞琳

我終於還是說了一句我愛你
還記得那個微涼夜裡　天空正飄著小雨
心跳的聲音　像舞動奇蹟

你看著我說千萬不要愛上你
因為你只會讓我傷心　別傻了快點喊停
你那麼冷靜　忽遠又忽近

我知道我對你來說也許太年輕
我想我猜我問我終於了解
原來為愛流的眼淚　也是種甜蜜滋味

只想愛你　當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我了解自己　可以為愛那麼堅定

只想愛你　好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定　究竟愛我還是逃避
Sorry我還是不會放棄愛你

for my jieying, 1031 buddy:

摩天輪-Hebe

坐摩天輪　送你一程　慢慢升高　心慢慢冷
趁著機身　划過雲層　願你收到　我留的吻

離別氣氛　往往會拉長淚痕　忘我鬱悶　打起十二分精神
僵硬的唇　是逞強的後遺症　不想誰　看見你的淚在翻滾
心真的疼　目送著我愛的人　難捨難分　卻隔一道玻璃門
轉身飛奔　到常去的遊樂城　在空中　才道別能不能

坐摩天輪　送你一程　慢慢升高　心慢慢冷
從此每當　我對你的想念太殘忍
坐摩天輪　心會平穩　(滿天星辰　會陪我等)

看摩天輪　像不像時間齒輪　轉了一圈　又到了什麼月份
每張票根　壓在枕頭下加溫　霓虹燈　溫暖等待的人

for kaixian:

死性不改-Twins & Boyz

再見了"我的寵愛" 誰願接受這種意外
你讚我天生可愛 不願看著我離開

同伴也話我傻 喜歡受挫 寧願情敵在傷我

人天生根本都不可以愛死身邊的一個
怎奈你最夠刺激我 凡事也治到倒我
幾多黑心的教唆 我亦捱得過
來煽風來點火 就擊倒我麼

誰戀愛就多障礙 死性我不想改
如我沒有你的愛 我沒法活得來
情人的存在 是我從來都志在 難在我拱手讓愛