Saturday, July 30, 2005
finally made it clear to elvin tat things wun work out n he better stop wastin his time.. drilled it into his head.. in fact... made him see things clear n he said he will give up..
good...
things r alwasy better to b spoken openly..
unfortunately.. i cnt practise wat i preach...
BUH-bye
5:39 pm
woohoo!!! today went to sentosa.. feels good.. at first wake up today not very happy leh.. but then... oh well.. sentosa changed my day.. *grinz*...
at first we were takin e bus then jy ask me wanna go palawan or siloso... of coz i opted palawan... coz siloso is always so not clean.. haha... so we happily walked to siloso... lalala~~~ then i saw matthew (our Mr SB).. hmm.. nv take notice coz i dunno him oso.. then after tat me n jy headed for e toilet... ahem... then she pointed out this group of guys playin volleyball... when i turned (to my very big horror)... i saw Mr ZhiXuan... gee.. not exactly a good thing.. haha... but at this moment... Jieying noticed Mr Checkered-Pants! haha... apparently Mr Checkered-Pants (from NYP) likes wearing eaither checkered pants (obviously rite?) n adidas stuff... haha... then he got "yuan fen" with Jieying.. or at least he says so.. anyway.. its a fren of Mr Zhi Xuan...
then after me n JY came out of e toilet... we went to one side of e beach n spread towels... okay.. n b bimbos... anyway.. we noticed this grp of pple on floats in e water.. when i c closely.. i noticed its matthew's grp.. at first i nv think anything abt it but after tat i cnt help but stared at a blond head... e head of Mr Shaun... my first thought is.... SUEY ARH! meet zhixuan liao then still meet him.. lol.. whole trip i prayin he nv c me lar.. haha...
then me n JY very bored.. so we... went back to cycling.. ahha... cyclin has been our hobbies lately... anyway.. after tat whenever i pass shaun i keep shoutin his name n he cldnt find e source of it.. lol... so creepy.. =P...
then after tat shouted for zhixuan.. tat asshole dun bother bat me lar.. dun wan to show me his diamond stud.. hmph... dun like him.. >_<... make me throw face...
then on e way home on e bus.. so suey... met shaun again! lol.. summre on e bus.. then i keep tryin to escape n avoid.. unfortunately.. he recognized me on our way out of e bus.. oh shit.. haha...
then at e mrt station.. even funnier.. i saw huida... = =+.. he's rite bhind jieying lar! so qiao.. met soo many pple today..
after tat went to marina bay to eat steamboat with lynn, kaixian n jy.. so fun.. finally we gathered a gain.. tiring day but fun.. =)
BUH-bye
12:36 am
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
body still aching since yesterday.. hmm... i swear tat cyclyin did me alot of harm.. haha.. but of coz lar.. got benefits as well..
rewatched all my V6 de vcds.. oh my god.. i really cn understand y until now nobody cn replace em.. NEVER EVER~! coz GO MORITA IS SO DAMN CUTE!! haha.. i swear he's good looking... he's so cool.. he will always remain my fav... period.. =)
BUH-bye
10:00 am
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
today suddenly went to my very old open diary n read it.. haha... so crap lar.. inside got all e way from i broke up with kenneth de things.. hmmhmm... memories r precious.. but moz of em is not nice de lor.. haha...
BUH-bye
6:24 pm
i finally learned how to cycle!!! woohoo~ i love cycling... haha.. me n my 1031 bud cycled from one end of East Coast to e other end.. its so cool~! but now im aching all over.. =(
yesterday went bikini shoppin.. *blush*... picked one i like but didnt try it on.. its $38 buckz... then went to Iris de shop to take a look.. bought one for $20.. cheap cheap! *grinz*... but i dun like e bottom... hehe.. so im going to keep my shorts or beach skirt on... lalala~
hmm... then went thinkin abt girl's figure.. haha.. dun like my bod lar! always envied girls who is very thin then.. erm... bot a so-full chest... but then.. oh well.. i do have my own advantages rite? haha... but i will do anything to b thin.. i swear...
anyway.. i dunno jow to do this archive thingy.. can anybody help??
BUH-bye
4:34 pm
Monday, July 25, 2005
this girl is tryin her best to b positive again... unfortunately.. she still wun tell tat guy she likes him... this girl is an idiot...
BUH-bye
1:23 am
Sunday, July 24, 2005
been workin these two days at Great World City e Cold Storage giving out Kleenex tissue papers.. so easy job.. coz pple jux buy.. sales results is 39 n 63 respectively.. haha... first day nth happened.. except tat both me n cari late... haha...
today... me n cari STILL late.. oh well... anyway.. e manager super TALL!!! he is 1.9m lar!! im onli until his armpit.. = =+.. he say i cn b his arm rest le.. haha...
knew queenie... nice girl..
saw samantha at work.. haha.. she shoppin lar.. wanan give her tissue then she stared at me.. hmm.. think she finds me familiar or mayb even recognizes me.. haha...
saw li jia wei n her husband ronaldo.. lol.. feedin each other in public.. gah...
lol.. then we n cari went to eat at foodcourt.. so diulian!!! ohmygod!!! i was teaching carina basic japanese lar.. then hor.. we suddenly we realise... THERE IS A JAPANESE SITTING BSIDE US N LISTENING LAR!!! ohmygod.. i feel like i ban men nong fu lar... sianz... until i dun dare to speak s slight word of jap later on.. argh...
stupid oscar e otter...
anyway... -him-
he asked me to intro a girl to him... i so wished to throw my own resume at him... then tellin him tat "there... this girl.. she's e best for u"... unfortunately.. i cnt do it.. i cnt tell him i like him.. im juz hopin one day he gets it.. mayb he has gotten it already but he wanna act like nth changed... or mayb im hopin one day he will tell me he likes me... i noe it will b a long wait.. i wonder will i wait so long..
it seems like im nth to him.. oh well... im always nth anyway...
BUH-bye
10:12 pm
Friday, July 22, 2005
the love expert is here!!! lol.. yar.. im e love expert.. i cn give u lotsa suggestion to forget a guy.. i cn tell u how to get a guy...
unfortunately...
i dun practise wat i preach... *grinz*... baiscally.. put it this way... i cn forget a guy but i cnt get a guy.. oh well.. wateva...
last day of sch!!! then term break!!! woohoo!!! so happy.. =)...
finally done my japanese exam.. wahaha... sure to fail.. ok.. mayb wun fail but will pass by margin lar... I NV STUDY OK?? THEN WAT U EXPECT?? anyway... took e exam with this guy who took wed class with me (who oso skipped exam)... glad to c him there coz otherwise take alone very sad de leh... lol... hmm... let's c... his name is... Ryu Poh Lian He... hehe... who preferred to b call Rayu... *grinz*... dun play play! i got a street fighter fren! haha...
i still mizz "him" but it cnt b helped... things r tat way...
BUH-bye
9:57 pm
Thursday, July 21, 2005
e funeral is finally now over... poor Uncle Hock... haha... sound so funny... anyway... he's not really close to granduncle but then he gotts "send him on his way" as granduncle dun have any sons or daughters... sian sian rite?? then he so tired for these few days... in e past nv really talk to him coz onli c him during chinese new year... but then think he quite nice lar... but mum says these few days he very "guai".... does it mean he's very bad previously? hmm.... mayb lar.. coz i always thought he's e one who got someone pregnant... but its Uncle Guang... haha... e one tat looks like good one... lol...
anyway.. vry tiring.. but it finally ended... good.. =)
lately i nv c him.. i admit alrite? i miss him.. argh.. i sooooooooo wish i cn juz tell him straight in e face tat i love him n after tat we cn b happily ever after.. oh yar... big dream sia... dream 1000 years it oso wun come true... haiz... i cannot say im not sad lar.. it pains me to c him everytime... yet i WAN to c him... ironic.. isnt it? haix... u cnt expect too much from me... im supposed to b a stupid ugly girl.. remember? but then.. i nv understand y e guys i like dun like me but e guys i dun like like me leh?? is god playing with me? wat is it tat he wans n i have yet done it? i dunno...
if onli love is so easy...
BUH-bye
8:59 am
Monday, July 18, 2005
funny sia.. saturday went to ah ting jiejie's wedding... hahaha.. its so fun coz we all played with everyone.. marcus (emcee of e day) is crazy!!! he suaned felicia lar... hahha.. say in order for em to look better together on e stage... felicia shld stand on a telephone book... hahha... coz felicia is one head shorter than marcus... funny sia... then our table like press conference... everybody wanan take foto of us.. hehe.. =)
but then granduncle passed away on e same day.. yesterday (sunday) was e wake.. super tired... didnt really get much sleep... sianz... it will b like these for these few days.. *yawnz*....
BUH-bye
8:15 am
Friday, July 15, 2005
he still doesnt noe i like him... he thinks i like someone else.. oh well.. u cn think... i wish i cn test e waters but i dun dare! haha...
today almoz late for class AGAIN~! argh... i swear i caught e stupid bug from 吴?v轩~!
then sis today forgot to bring her stuff.. i gotta rush to sch to bring it for her... haha...
life's boring...
BUH-bye
7:18 pm
Thursday, July 14, 2005
almoz late for dtp today... think i caught ZhiXuan's late bug.. haha... he's such a bad infleunce on me.. =P... hehe.. but he's a nice guy lar..
jux now was lookin at frenster n guess wat? i miss my guy close fren (as wat he puts lar).. asshole.. nv contact me for so long... NG JIETIAN!!! u will get it from me... zhong se qing you.. !@#$%^&*
cari... when r we going out again?? im having term break e week after nxt.. wanna go out n catch up on stuffz? i miss ya!!!!
jieying... dun forget out beach promise! haha... then we cn cycle oso.. so fangbian.. i love sentosa!!!
BUH-bye
9:21 am
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
oh no.. pple told me tat my tagboard got prob.. sianz... haha... muz go do new ones.. hahaha... or else my tagboard keep quiet forever... CANNOT!!!! argh.. at ITB lessons now... relaised all e energy activities makes me so back bhind lessons.. muz take some time out to catch up le... im a good girl leh... haha... no lar.. but muz work hard coz i wanna take e specialist diploma in my 2nd year so die die muz work hard.. hehe.. oh well.. joanne is smart.. blive it.. =P... *blushes*
hey guyz.. if i change my tagboard le... muz tag huh!!! no matter wat.. bah.. haha.. or mayb i juz reset it... =)
BUH-bye
1:13 pm
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i dunno y .. ever since yesterday i've been feeling energyless.. as in literally.. i feel so tired forever, like nth will make me happy again... is it bcoz i've lost the Energy tat i love? i have no idea at all.. haix.. sianz... missing em soooooooo much...
yesterday i did a stupid thing by accidentally delete all e songs in my mp3.. win le lor... im so stupid.. gah... stupidity kills e cat (its sounds wrong but.. wateva...)
im frenless, boyfrenless, energyless, loveless, sleepless.... oh great...
i really dunno wat i did to u... stupid lar... like i got e feeling u r out to do me in... n i didnt even do anything to u... okay... mayb im too straightforward n i dun really choose my words... but HEY! its a good pt too! at least u noe wat im thinking.. im not those kind of pple who seems very nice n stuff but do alot of things bhind pple's back (u noe urself.. feel guilty now...) n e worst thing is to let e other person catch u in action... HAH! how stupid cn u get?
i like him!!! him him n him... haix.. nv understand y im nt really attracting to guys.. im always best frens to em.. n it stops there.. lol.. but i still think its cool to have so many guy frenz.. haha... then they always haveto do things for me coz i always help em find ways to woo e girls they like... haha.. guys jux get comfortable ard me.. oh well...
but then... frenz will like me in TAT way eventually... onli... im e love-at-first-sight kind of pple... feelings comes at first sight... argh... wateva... i cn stay boyfrenless for my entire poly years.. it might b cool to start liking girls........
cari, im jux joking....
BUH-bye
6:00 pm
Monday, July 11, 2005
lately been busy with energy.. they r so cute!!! i love em so much.. e concert was great but sad.. kunda laughed at me e nxt day bcoz i cried.. ahdi n shuwei cried too.. ahdi promised he will b back.. i hope he will...
i like Bambi!!! haha.. he is this dancer tat looks like wilbur pan.. hahaha... he's so cute..
energy finally ended.. when will we c em nxt? 2 years? 4 years? i hope it wun b too long.. i dun wan ahdi to come n play.. i wan him to come n perform n dance..
lol.. met up with e hongkongers n NG n Yling n Misty.. happy happy.. i love everyone...
BUH-bye
3:51 pm
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
typed a whole lot of stuff of him.. decided to delete after something happened.. oh well.. haix.. wateva.. *crushed*..
BUH-bye
8:19 pm
Monday, July 04, 2005
havin this creative comm lesson on computer using.. 2 in 5 days time.. so crap.. haha.. so tired.. last nite didnt sleep well...
finally goin to watch initial d.. good.. =)...
energy comin.. troubled.. too little time.. too much lies.. oh crap...
BUH-bye
9:08 am
Friday, July 01, 2005
boring lessons borin days
BUH-bye
1:33 pm
