|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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really... kill me... just kill me...

or let me leave... ASAP...

I feel like all my emotions have been stripped off me. I cried till the tears run no more. I'm having a heavy head and everything is a blur. My eyes are half their usual size and I see less. Even breathing feels like a difficulty.

Maybe its the way destiny is. Maybe its the way things work. I made my mistake long ago when I first decided that I want to have a drama to call my own. I shouldn't have made my dreams so close to my sister's. Its my own fault. I should have gone into Accounting or something. Or chose the JC route when I was stuck between Poly and JC. Maybe by now, I will be in NUS or NTU.

I wish I have studied my Japanese hard enough to go to Japan for my further studies instead. I wish my sister was not in Taiwan but somewhere else. Then, I will be the first.

Maybe I should just wish I was the first born. Or maybe wishing that I was born into another family.

I wish I can run away from the family.

I hate my mum. Alot.

Has been damn lazy lately ever since I wrapped First Class Sr 2. This is the first time I wrapped a project without any misses for it. Okay, maybe I will miss e ADs but definitely not the cast.

Reformatted my com after it gave me a blue screen problem the other day. I lost everything but managed to save the computer. I guess that's good enough as I cannot afford to spend such a huge amount on another laptop at this point of time.

Okay, updates for the past few days.

6th July 2009 Monday

Went to meet the First Class ADs for dinner [plus Anthony sans Princess]. Ate at Coffee Club at Marina Square. Took a few group photos. Will post them up when I feel not so lazy.

Went down to SubStation to watch Jolene's film. It's very good and quite obviously quite expensive to produce. However, the end product is excellent so I bet Jolene thinks its worth it. Hanged out with Jolene, Huixun & Xuelin at Starbucks after that and chatted for really really long. Most of it being complaints. XD

7th July 2009 Tuesday

Met up with Siim ynn to go on to the Singapore Flyer! My first time there. Haha! Its actually quite fun but I admit the romantism feel is totally not there cause there were quite a bit of pple in the capsule. Haha. Had Popeye's for dinner which was good. Ynn wanna go US to further her studies.

I think she needs to quickly get approval first.

8th July 2009 Wednesday

Went to Jurong Point to help Yodelyn for the Bioskin show. Pumped lots of balloons... >_<... was very much surprised to know that Dasmond is the host for the show, together with Jeff Wang. Stupid Dasmond keep disturbing me again. So irritated with him. Screamed tt nasty nickname he had for me in front of everyone in Jurong Point. = =+...