Tuesday, May 30, 2006
stupid gabriel... he set up a blog n copied my blog address... damn u...
BUH-bye
4:02 pm
Saturday, May 27, 2006
out with jon, rahim, mervyn, madhirah today... haha.. fun day.. but in e end left me n mervyn so we went to far east to c jieying... haha.. on e way met ryu... yup... fun day.. i like...
anyway, dad might juz have some prob with his kidney.. im worried for him... if anything is to happen to my dad, i'll die.. i noe i will...
i cnt live without my dad... i might look strong but im not... i might look optimistic but im not...
wat can i do?
BUH-bye
9:12 pm
i juz knew tat there as something on after e credits of X-Men III.. something regarding professor X.. rite.. now who wanna watch e movie with me again? juz so i cn catch tat part? argh...
Met up with e 206 girls today at AJC guitar concert... sarah, anna n chengwee was performing.. i love u guys... lolz... n of coz not forgetting my laopo - esther, our maid - hongli aka maria n liyana... yupz.. so long nv c u guys le... glad tat everyone r still good... lolz... anna got solo part!! so proud of her...
sorry tat i did not meet up with ying n gordon for clubbing.. juz really not in e mood... sorry... i promise i'll b there nxt time...
met up with gabriel.. i found a SWING in e park near his hse... now i love khatib.. n i swing like nv b4.. i sooooo missed all e swings in e playground... yup.. it was a nite with stars btw... thnx gab for accompanying me... i didnt use tat shoulder huh? but i think i will one day.. yup...
i havent send ernest my schedule.. oh shit...
BUH-bye
2:03 am
Friday, May 26, 2006
I went to watch X-Men III today.. nice show... i like.. *grinz*...
i still think tat i like Iceman e most.. Regina likes Pyro [the guy playing with fire]... lolx.. conclusion? she like hot guys while i like cool guys.. got e double meaning? haha..
Angel was a nice addition.. other than e fact tat he didnt appear more than 4 scenes (3 adult, 1 kid)...
I love e X-men series.. haha
BUH-bye
12:07 am
Thursday, May 25, 2006
went to fish n co with gordan after work today.. yummy! thnx for e treat, buddy... haha... we both love fishes, dun we? haha.. i love e calamari too..
lol.. gordon ordered this sambal fish.. shockingly, e waitress came with an entire fish... ohmygod! we were so shock to c it lar! lol.. but gordon did managed to finish it...
haha.. n i taught gordon chinese... he cn say a few proverb rite now!! cool eh?? haha... his chinese improved alot ever since his sailing trip.. according to him, it was coz of his sailmates who are from china.. haha... but if u hear him pronounce, its still funny!! haha..
yeah... gordon's my fav boy.. haha...
dun worry gabriel, u r still my guy best fren.. *grinz*
BUH-bye
1:36 am
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i was walking ard in Kinokuniya today n i came to this section of chinese books... my goodness!! its all books abt beauty... there's slimming, hairdo, makeup, dress sense, skincare... WATEVA!!
it juz suddenly occurs to me how superficial this world is... even i am... we look at pple on e surface...
anyway, we had MMR presentation today.. bless us please... coz we r so screwed... Mozzie cld not ans e questions tat Ms Kwa shoot out today.. bless us again...
combining e two elements, mayb Mozzie should go for extreme makeover.. *grinz*
BUH-bye
10:44 pm
Monday, May 22, 2006
u noe sometimes pple have this feeling tat ur heart is breaking apart? like someone is holding on to each end n tearing it? like u feel tat u will nv b able to love again? like u r lost?
i felt everything today... i feel tat i shldnt exist on this earth... i feel like juz ending my life... i feel like making myself miserable... i get joy from making myself miserable.. i feel tat i deserve it... i wan to cry out loud..
give me a few days to calm myself down...
BUH-bye
11:15 pm
Sunday, May 21, 2006
throw me into reality man... politics everywhere... n it doesnt have to juz involves a country...
anyway, jinwen's promise of my testimonial fails again... now i have to right to go scold him.. haha! he's got no defence anymore... but i wun lar... so mean.. >_<...
im so tired of life...
BUH-bye
11:06 pm
Friday, May 19, 2006
hey!! i went to c e doc.. e doc say im malnutrition n dehydrated.. haha!!
so pple... feed me food.. erm... if i have a choice... ice-cream plz.. thnx u.. =)
BUH-bye
2:38 pm
Thursday, May 18, 2006
im hungry for ice-cream.. desperate for it.. im battling with myself of whether to go out n get it...
BUH-bye
10:29 pm
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
CONNECT 2006 ended on a good note... everybody worked hard! haha... it didnt run exactly smoothly but i had great fun with my Jrs whom im facilitators for! haha..
cheers to Groovy Limbo!!
they rawkz.. enthusiastic n fun.. haha.. we won 1st for e mass game n for mass acting game, we got 2nd best! haha... furthermore, we've got e best actor n actress in our grp! haha.. way to go, Rahim n Mahirah!
me n Rahim (cute eh? me n ifah both thinks so.. =).. our best actor...)
me n mahirah (our best actress!!)
me n mervyn (another cutie approved by me n ifah.. =))
me n Reynold (he's got a unique name eh?)
Me n Eileen (da super noisy girl who is freaking fun)
Me n Dominic (he abit gay arh.. but e most enthu le)
Me n Jolene (the noisy pratner of Eileen, so pretty!!)
Me n Mizah (she's so pretty!!)
Grace, Weiling left early so i didnt get to take a pic with em...
I juz cldnt find Enna.. she keeps disappearing.. sad sia...
BUH-bye
10:09 pm
Monday, May 15, 2006
i cried while i was reading gordon's blog juz now..
god damn tat girl.. u r lucky n u dunno it...
please.. put down ur bimbo ways n grab him b4 he decides to shave n b a monk
u do not deserve him n so b glad tat u have him..
coz he truly loves u so...
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everybody is driven crazy by MMR... its surprising how we totally flunked our first draft... Ms Kwa's comment on all the groups being the same did not comfort us... we are still bad...
we just gotta work on getting a better survey sheet out.
we'll work on it tml during e 3 hour break...
oh my... god bless us...
BUH-bye
8:49 pm
Sunday, May 14, 2006
i love riding on an empty n quiet bus. then it'll b a long ride home n i've got my ipod on. i've got a seat all to myself and i sat down staring out of e window.
usually i'll start thinking at this pt of time. abt anything under e sun.
today's topic of thinking was abt frenz.
gabriel told me he got back with jinhua. which kind of reminds me of jietian n angela. at tat pt of time. i lost jietian as a fren coz he had a gf. we were nv as close n nv will b again. i even feel awkward talking to him sometimes. its like, i dunno so much things abt him nw. in fact, i didnt even noe tat he broke up with angela. it kind of saddens myself losing a fren like tat.
n it was nt like i hadnt tried to keep e frenship. he had to put himself in angela's shoes n think for her. which i understood n thus, resulting in wat it is like now.
gabriel reminds me of jietian e first time i knew him. e same kind of familiarity. e first time we talk, its like we've been frens for years.
thus, i thought e same thing will happen to gabriel e way it happened to jietian. gabriel promised he wun. but nobody noes e future rite?
BUH-bye
1:56 am
Saturday, May 13, 2006
ok.. first, let's talk abt yesterday
Thursday 11th May, 2006
haha.. we celebrated suyee's bdae @ sakae today..
then me, wheehong, ruiping, jianguo, suyee, oi leng went to Mac
then ruiping met this beggar who kneeled down in front of her n beg her to give him money to eat
n accused ruiping of tearing up his paper
then wan her to compensate him $2
n he was e one who stuffed e paper into ruiping's hand n not let go
scary lor.. scared all of us
so pple, plz b careful when u go orchard.. =)
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Friday 12th May, 2006
today boring lor.. nth much to do.. sian arh..
got scolded by e stupid chef..
damn u.. customer wan to change then u change lar!
anyhow scold me for wat? crazy idiot...
ruin my mood... hmph!
wahlao.. wheehong say wan to give me e reciepts..
give so long le havent give... muz remember to get from her...
BUH-bye
2:52 am
Thursday, May 11, 2006
gabrel insists tat if i doesnt blog abt him, then my life onli revolves ard jinwen.. haha..
To Gabriel:
You are so noisy.. haha
dun understand y Mochi muz suffer with u...
give me Mochi lar! i mean ur dog.. haha!
BUH-bye
12:39 pm
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
daddy is having operation soon..
im kind of worried...
i wish he's here for me..
hurhur.. impossible...
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on a happier note, take a look at my little niece n HER cousin...
this is Javier... my little new sweetie pie... cute eh?
he's the cousin of Jenine, my niece
from e other side of e family...
how adorable... *grinz*
this is my niece, Jenine
with her little bro, Joshua (aka my nephew)
e one always fighting with Javier for attention
this is how Jenine n Javier look like when together..
i think they r either e same age
or Jenine is a year older.. cnt remember...
me n Javier!! haha.. he's so cute
juz like him soooooooooo much.. *grinz*
BUH-bye
7:38 pm
Friday, May 05, 2006
i noe God tries his best to b fair to everyone but im quite sure he is not tat fair
some pple r juz born more lucky than others.
let's take an example: Ruiping (nt sakae)
ok.. i noe its a weird example but hey! she's pretty! i was looking through her photos.. the dress sense, the slimness, the perfect skin, the cute smile, the dance factor.. (ok, it sounds like im falling in love with her or something)... it seems like she's having it all... n then i'll have had been to e mirror to take a look at myself... then i'll let out a "haix"..
u juz cannot compare... =(
n then some pple r born RICH...
Example: Mr Ben Toh
he lives in a 4-storey high mansion.. he's got his own mini dance studio... he wans to go to taiwan n all he gotta do is to stick out his hand n ask his father for it.. n he gets it...
c? i told u some pple r different...
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i was juz browsing through blogs n photos today due to my boredness... haix... then i read through their blogs...
"u need to find ur own style n groove to b able to dance well"
someone said tat... its true i guess.. but as a beginner... i've got neither.. will i find it one day? or do i WAN to find it one day? i dunno...
i always wonder whether i am cut out for dance.. haix... i WAN to dance.. it juz doesnt mean u CAN dance...
c wat i mean? some pple juz gets everything...
BUH-bye
10:45 pm
Monday, May 01, 2006
classroom politics r so tiring.. haix...
n ms kwa is rite...
grouping cn b a sensitive issue...
hope it will all work out...
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im going to die nxt week...
my work schedule is hectic..
thankz arh, ernest..
tues: 5-10.30pm
wed: 12-5pm, 6-10.30pm
thur: 6-10.30pm
first time i working full-time on wed..
dunno whether cn make it or not.. haix...
BUH-bye
11:00 pm
i juz witnesses e escape of culprits
after hacking someone at Admiralty MRT Station.. damn it
i was juz getting out of e mrt station
when this indian guy ran pass me and bumped into me
he was running very fast...
then i thought wat happen
when i look back at e direction when he came from
i saw this white indian shouting somethings across
then chasing in all direction at e same time (quite stupid lar)
then i saw another 2 indian running by e optical shop
one of em is holding a parang lookalike thing
e next thing i knew, i saw a trail of blood on the floor
okay, very long trail...
then there's this small pool of blood outside Macs
apparently those pple run in all sorts of direction lar
then this poor guy with a bleeding hand appeared
OHMYGOD!!! there is blood dripping profusely lar..
then e whole arm covered in blood.. >_<... then saw kfc pple calling police.. so slow... argh.. then i run home.. >_<...
BUH-bye
12:14 am