|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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hey guys~! help me think of wat present to get for jinwen~!~! argh!!!!!

21st bdae~!

wanted to blog abt this yesterday but was in no mood to.. coz i saw a photo right b4 i cld type a blog entry n TAT ruined my mood...

nvm abt it..

received a 3rd xmas prezzie yesterday when i opened up my email inbox... it was something forwarded from jon... an email from ms kwa..

after project blitz, in order to thank us, ms kwa gave us e most meaning present she cld to us.. i really think its wonderful...

she bought food packages online from a charity organization which will b sent to kids in africa (i think) in our name.. freaking cool n really meaningful.. xmas is all abt sharing, isnt it? n all e mre we shld share with pple who r less unfortunate...

awwww.. so sweet...

thnx ms kwa.. *grinz*

p.s/ e new IE sucks like shit on this com... or was it bcoz of e taiwan earthquake?? *shrugs*

xmas was fun.. had work then went down to wheelock for party.. unexpected pple turned up but *shrugs*...

was in a damn emo mood today after work for certain reasons... very tired n all i wanted to do was to drag myself home.. but i had to go to town to pass e prezzie to huji for some rewrapping stuff...

hated e joyous mood in town..

didnt turn better when at sakae.. when leaving, cldnt take it in anymre n wanted to burst...

called up ying.. really needed her but she was at DXO... n her phone was on low batt... wished she wld have said tat she'll come down find me... but she didnt... utterly disappointed..

added on to e emo...

realised ping they all was bhind me...

weird sense of emotions rushed over...

clnt think rationally... cldnt understand y they left me to walk all alone in front..

cldnt help but feel abandoned... by both grp of frens...

wanted to take e bus but was too emo.. n e tears was building up quickly... flag down a cab n board it... after finishing saying e address, i cldnt take it anymre...

cried all e way home..

saw jinwen online but was of no help at all.. in fact, i turned worse...

better go sleep b4 i think too much...

damn... Mr IL's blog affects me too much... mayb...

warning: this gonna b a super duper long entry...

b4 i start e day's shit n all my emoness, i juz thought of something... n thnx to sara's blog which reminded me of it...

I MIGHT NOT B COUNTING DOWN TO XMAS WITH MY COLLEAGUES!!

all thnx to e sakae management who "forgot" tat their dear employees got e right to celebrate xmas too! u assholes! go party away n let us slave to earn money for u... n it came LAST MIN! obviously its planned.. they muz have known tat nobody gonna give schedule for tat nite if they have to work till 12.30am... so they waited till e schedule was too late to change b4 they release e fax...

so shit lar~! but dun worry pple... i doubt they'll stay past 12... look, who wans to countdown to xmas in a shabby place like wheelock sakae sushi?? they shld b out on orchard road, squeezing e shit past all e banglahs... nobody wanna give e special xmas kiss in wheelock rite?? we hang no mistletoe! so i'll b praying tat they'll b out.. then we cn b e pathetic ones to countdown in wheelock.. but nvm...

thnx god i dun work tat day though.. but its no fun to go from hougang to orchard... = =+...

was supposed to work at hougang point today, selling asience shampoo... but i ended up at hougang mall.. called up chenguo n asked him for directions... shld have called jinwen sia!! hahaha... but didnt wan to disturb him... in e end had to rush to hougang point.. wat shit...

n i sold one pack in e 5 mins i worked in hougang mall.. n i sold one pack in e 3 hours i stood in hougang point.. tats how pathetic hougang point is..

every customer is practically ignoring me.. i feel so insulted.. nv in my life my sales result was so bad.. jerry cldnt blive his ears when he came down for spot-check... but he saw for himself e situation on hougang point... its filled with NTUC workers, cleaners, securities n promoters.. juz no customers... i dread going back tml... but im not gonna push money out of e way.. not when im paid xtras..

came back home pretty early n mum bought a logcake.. = =+.. its e first time we had anything related to xmas in e family... pretty amazing... but all im interested in was e powdered sugar, acting as snow.. tats abt all i eat off e cake... or rather, e board... its delicious.. haha... melts in ur mouth..

then read someone's blog which was totally emotified.. i cnt blive there's osmeone out there tats even more emo than me.. = =+... n i felt depressed after i read it.. its like, u so wanna hug him n tell him everything gonna b alrite.. but then, i better dun in case someone comes after me.. *winks*..

it really tells u how someone looks so glamorous on e outside but deepdown, he or she cld b feel worse than u... i guess tats how things work in life.. if u attaint something, u have to give up others.. no one's life will b perfect... but no one's life will b a joke either.. its all in ur control..

oh well.. someone shld shake his emo up...

my own emo-ness... due to reading someone's blog... nope.. its not e same someone...

topic for e day: love n crush...

how do u determine if u love someone or u juz got a crush on em? e feeling's nearly e same isnt it? usually i rely on my sanity to tell me which is which...

like i noe i've onli got a crush on jinwen... a crush so strong tat it nearly turned into love... for tat moment, i thought i loved him.... then it all died down... not totally but it all subsided till now which i still carries hope but looking at things in a different light...

e reference in e following is no longer jinwen but someone else...

i wondered wat was tat tat we shared between us.. it was all a simple crush wasnt it? n we knew it.. but e sparks, e chemistry, was there...

crush alone wld not survive.. we had to let go... or eventually, one party will leave... n its going to hurt...

then wat was it tat u shared with her? was it e same like mine? u spent ur efforts on her.. i dunno wat u did... was it any different from mine? is she.. still a crush? or has hers evolved to love? did u care for her e way u did back then to me?

questions running through my head as i read e entry n thinking of every word coming from u... thinking of how she let u felt e way u didnt feel for me.. or so i think... its not sadness... i dun think it is... its more like a feeling of failure... n i've got no idea y im feeling this way...

perhaps, i juz dun like to lose...

reminded me of my meeting with e 6K girls yesterday... n cari saying how i shld learn to settle down.. its not like i dun wan to... its bcoz e one i wan doesnt wan to settle down with me.. *pouts*...

took lots n lots of photo from yating's cam... 300+ photos in a nite... more than half of it has cari inside i think.. haha.. too bad lar.. she's photogenic n im not... haha.. but had some emo pics... n some nice artistic ones... thnx yating! haha..she's good at this..

will post em up later when i got hold of em.. =)...

went for soul's ishi's dance class today... n after i finished e warm-up, i miss clare... *pouts*...

ok lar, ishi's funny n he taught us some techniques which im quite high on... i like... but he onli taught us like 3 sets of 8s... usually clare cn teach us up to 4 or 5 sets...

haha.. cnt help but compare e two..

u gotta admit though, he's good lar... n i wun say for sure tat i wun go back to studio wu for dance lessons.. though i'll stick to jitters... for HIS mentor.. is... erm... my mentor too but i dun realli like him lar... coz of steezerz incident.. !@#$%^&... patrick loo's still good though...

oh well... we'll juz have to c how my dance journey goes on...

oh shit.. n i really think i cnt dance... fucked up...

wasnt feeling well today n didnt went to work in end...

was so weak tat i cldnt even make e call.. mum had to do it for me...
(better now le.. coz was resting whole day n hate e jab n medicine..)

i wondered who picked up e call.. wahhaha

out with my best frens today.. love em so much... haha.. happy day.. hadnt did this for a long time.. haha.. but mostly we juz sat n tok...

but still.. it juz nice being with em... no matter where we r...

i went to read pohying's blog n her blog struck something in me..

i juz remembered tat i might has two lecturers reading my blog.. *sweatdrops*.. i've forgotten tat my lecturers are all super tech-savvy...

*waves to ms kwa n ms nga*

i tried to look back at my entries in my lecturer's perspective.. god.. i muz have sounded childish... haha

heard tat ms kwa worn sleeveless e other day!! how can i miss it?? ms kwa, e nxt time u wear it, plz give me a call... haha... i wanna watch this.. erm... phenomenon.. *grinz*...

n yup, we've received e thnx for e stockings n bags... glad u guys liked it.. i juz wonder if anybody steals ur sweet off em.. haha...




ok... now its time for my personal emo... hahah...

it still hurts to c ur old crush crushing on someone else.. haha.. ok.. mayb its not really an old crush bt i noe its over n e feelings gone... but it still hurts to c him going after someone else when it used to b YOU.. hehe... i guess tats wat they say abt not wanting other pple to have wat u cnt have.. hahaha.. selfishness of pple..

its pretty amazing how fast some pple changes.. but it might b a good thing afterall...

oh.. n jinwen's posted to CHANGI to be some Naval Combat System Operator.. wahhaa.. i wonder wats tat.. dotz.. so far from me lar~...

first of all, to make pamela happy..

he's back in work today.. yes, we saw him.. done..

nxt... i went to look for rajan during break today.. he's nice to spend e time n does e work of invigilation for me.. though he didnt exactly invigilate.. but hey! im good so i wun cheat.. *grinz*.. n i really didnt...

its hard to blive.. 3 months from now, i'll b flying to taiwan.. i hope nth crops up again... haiz...

im hoping tat its all over-sensitivity on my part.. n im praying tat it is not how i think it is... i dun dare to think wat is going on at e back.. sometimes, words r like daggers slashing.. n e daggers get passed ard...

u get a sort of phobia from it all.. n u get suspicious at e smallest things.. e smallest factor... bcoz i have been through it all.. n e more u think or talk abt it to anyone else.. e worse it gets... if its true, it gets worse too..

i dun wan it to happen once again... its like hell, like a nightmare...

im too scared to think abt it..

on e other hand, i skipped dance class YET again... damn myself.. in e end bcoz of me, zl nv go oso.. paiseh arh...

was in a sian mood.. went to KK Hospital today to c my little cousin who's suffering from wat i had lar... weak intestines.. wahaha... then her shit accumulated then now she cannot eat coz if she does, her intestine will b activated n then it will hurt as her accumulated shit cnt come out... n thus, affecting e digestive process... poor girl...

poor me too.. i ended up being e nanny of 3 girls for e day... she n her twin sisters.. haiz... taking care of em.. sianz lor.. now i think im a qualified nanny le lar...

this is a home alone day.. which means im at home alone!! wahaha..

n im hungry.. bah!

wat a boring entry...

i was damn happy today coz im on floor, rather than being runner today.. finally!! a change.. =)...

so i was all smilely on e customers.. much more than usual tat is.. haha... usually its juz a small smile with hidden teeth+braces but today i showed it all! (yes, i was TAT happy)

but it turned out to b a mistake.. = =+

no lar.. customers nv scold me..

but 3 weird guys from table 18 was giving me unwanted attention.. they die die oso muz b served by me.. apparently, they were waiting for me to walk by n ask me to bill em lar.. = =+... kns.. sara was walkin in front of me lar!! nv ask her bill!

then later they stood outside sakae n watch me work.. = =+... tapping e glass when i walk by or waving to me.. i damn DOTZ lar.. n damn scared oso.. coz they look... weird!! like physically weird... ok, its pretty mean but its TRUE!!! ask chuyun or yiqin...

then later i freak out in e kitchen liaoz.. coz ah ger come n tell me they waiting at entrance for me.. i dun dare go out... then ernest come ask me wat happen... wahhaha.. he saved my day!! he went out n ask em to leave coz they r "making his staff felt uncomfortable n affecting their work".. hahaha...

ernest is my hero!! hahahaha...

on e other hand, some guy is ignoring me... n i've got no idea wat i've done to him... coz seriously, NTH AT ALL... mayb he cnt b bothered with someone as crazy as me.. or mayb its e water bottle incident.. i wasnt really replying him... but nvm.. wateva...

this is the 3rd post today although i'll prefer to call it the 2nd since e first post was technically for last nite n so it doesn't count into today's volume... but hey, let's not give a shit such trivial little things..

im in a pissed mood n have been trying to find someone to take my mind off my bad-temperedness (is there such a word??) for a little while... it started with me msging xavier abt his "somewhatconfus-ion" and him NOT replying me... i do NOT appreciate it... then there's another soul who didnt reply me either, despite e whole chunk of words i typed.. i thought my msn screwed up again until i msg pam n she HAD E DECENCY TO REPLY ME... so my dear msn is working perfectly fine... its e bloody users at e other side of e com who's having e prob...

n i juz have to turn myself into a smart-alec, went into someone's blog.. n then get bullshit as usual... talking abt being a CHANGED person... yeah, mayb? for e worse it is though..

wat im gonna talk abt might b pretty controversial... so if u guys r catholics or refused to b even exposed to little bit NC-16 (i rated it)... then mayb u cn leave rite now... but if u r really leaving, pls dun b pissed with me for i am in a very fucked up mood and i feel like using my every little bit of strength to strangle two pple.. (yes pam, its e two bastards u have heard abt..)

u have been warned... now move on..

i still remembered wendy loh's preaching days in sec sch telling us tat catholics blives in sex after marriage.. i muz say tat i agree tat its e rite thing to do...

not tat im going to condem anyone who's having a go b4 marriage...

for god's sake, wat century r we living in?

its all abt taking up e responsibilities n noe-ing wat u r getting urself into.. if u r prepared to handle e consequences, then y not? go enjoy urself! in fact, i've heard tat sex is healthy! look at how the government is trying to promote birth-giving.. its juz a little tough if its too young...

its juz tat i cannot stand certain pple who, on one hand, goes ard sayin tat they'll b saving sex for after marriage due to religion and swear in their heart tat they love, respect and appreciates e teaching of God or Virgin Mary or whoever the faith lies in... Then they go throw themselves into enjoyment of the occupation of the body of e opposite sex and does everything in e process except for e insertion...

NOW U TELL ME, WATS E DIFFERENCE??

isn't the teachings supposed to tell u to refrain from the desire and lust tat u cnt help but feel it during ur puberty days? its all abt self-control (or so i think..).. if u gonna go release urself n enjoy all tat, u r juz lying to ur pathetic self tat ur faith is where it is when u doesnt blive in it at all..

all u r doing is riding ard e rules...

u r not to have sex n thus, u do not have SEX... i muz say tat whoever is doing stuff of this sort muz have checked up on e meaning of sex in e dictionary... bcoz sex is not formed until e insertion of e male's XX into a female's XX (i cnt bear to type e word for it will turn this into pornography).. so u slimy bastards work ur way ard it n decided tat wateva else u might do with a female on a bed, NAKED, is not part of sex...

i muz say tat it is NOT sex (i cnt fight with a dictionary, can i?) but u noe very well in ur heart tat u use other methods to replace tat action which is forbiddened..

if u r tat faithful a catholic, then u stick by e teachings n learn to b a better person.. wat's e use of baptism or confessions? until now i do not understand how it is that a person can just have confessions about their sins, felt guilty then turn around, walk out of e church n go abt doing their everyday sins again.. sure, nobody is perfect.. nobody is asking u to b perfect..

im asking u not to b FAKE here...

im not saying tat there r no sincere christians or catholics.. i noe a few faithful n great christians/catholics like vonne and carolyn...

but there r still a few bastards ard... i used BASTARDS which means onli guys r applicable... so nicole, if u r reading this, no offence... or anyone else who r reading this..

unless u r one of e few tat i have in mind.. then YES, im toking abt u... n if u noe who im talking abt, juz shut up n keep it in ur heart... there r certain pple reading my blog who r absolute tell-tales...

And talking about changing for the better... u dun say it, u DO it..

but then again, as e saying goes: a leopard cannot change its spots...

n then, it will turn into another sin of LYING... n dun tell me u cannot control ur bloody sex drives... every single human has it.. it has been placed into us e moment puberty hits n so if e everyone else can, u can! dun lie abt showing LOVE... if kissing is not enough for u to feel e love... then mayb u shld reflect on e definition of love for as far as i am concerned, love does not equals to sex!

*man... this is a bloody long entry.. but i felt great after letting it ALL out...

lately addicted to a female singer's songs... onli 3 songs lar actually.. hahaha... her name is 卓文萱..

her following new songs very nice!! :

` 可以不可以
` 對他的愛
` 梁山伯與茱麗葉 (feat Gary 曹格)

all super nice lar!! e first two r sad ballads... abt giving up love de.. wahhaha.. im into e emo mood lately (actually its been pretty long)...

e last one is her collaboration with 曹格.. lovely song.. very 曹格's type of songs... haha... its quite a preppy n uptone song.. very sweet... like defining love using e two "model couples".. one of chinese novels n one of english classics.. 梁山伯 & 祝英台 + Romeo & Juliet...

but i dun understand.. y is it tat e song sounds so cheerful n e lyrics so sweet but they use such sad couples??? both e couples died in e end together lar!! its true tat they r classics but they r so not happily ever after.. one couple turned into butterflies after they died n another comitted suicide one after another.. DOTZ... depressing sia...

oh.. talking abt committing suicide...

y is it tat lately so many pple r jumping down into e mrt tracks?? wat is this?? innovative way of suicide arh? like trend??? wat the hell... dun understand wat all these pple r thinking...

for god's sake.. VALUE UR LIFE!!

i didnt do anything although death has been on my mouth for quite some time.. look, its totally not worth it lar...

they shld send everyone in singapore for councelling... singapore is under depression.. haiz...

my dear digestive system is cranky again...

no matter wat i eat lately.. i'll shit it all out after ard half an h0ur of even faster.. this is giving me headache.. i cnt eat anytime i wan coz i'll need to shit.. n im beginning to feel a little pain...

this morning ate breakfast.. everything ended up in e toilet bowl too.. isnt it a bit too fast??

weird.. my digestive system is giving up i think...

oh.. n i finally bought e Death Note notebook!! whee~~~ thnx to e recommendations of regina... haha.. but i got e bigger one.. more like e one in e movie n anime...

n i dun dare to write anyone's name inside either.. = =+... in fact, i dun dare to use it at all.. for one, its damn exquisite lar.. details... veyr nice.. cnt bear to use it... 2ndly.. phobia.. hahaha.. but there r sure a few pples' names tat i'll wan to write inside.. hehe.. so mean!!

昨天在和你閑聊的時候,被你的照片丟入遐想空間.我幾乎可以想象當時的你的一舉一動.有時還真的不太希望自己那么容易了解別人.

因為這樣,我又回到了我們那短暫的快樂時光.

你的溫柔
你的關心
你的體貼
你的在乎
你的緊張
你的多慮
你的焦急
你的無奈
你的措手不及

還是很想念這些的一切一切.記得你所有最小的動作.包括每個眼神,說的每一句.

該死的腦袋.什么重要的都不記得,偏偏記得這些零零碎碎的,有的沒的.不該記得的偏偏記得.

但這些,是我一手摧毀的.你走得對.

只是如果可以把那三天消失掉,我想,現在的我會比較快樂.不是嘛?

it was too late to blog abt this yesterday when i reached home.. i was too tired for it was already 3am when i reach home.. now.. y did i reach home so late?? blame e damn smrt...

i was waiting at e mrt station outside on orchard blvd yesterday after having supper with e gang.. ruiping n xueli got e bus e moment we reached e stop.. so i had to wait alone.. which was damn freaky bcoz e bus stop doesnt look like its in use at all..

then i waited for like half an hour when e frequency is supposd to b 20 mins.. im already pissed.. i waited till 2.10am which was like 45 mins later.. no bus in sight.. kns.. by this time i wan to kill smrt le.. then i got bored n start reading all e signs off e post tat they have for e buses avaliable there.. take note, i meant e POST.. not e board... tat pillar thingy??

at this pt of time, i read this little board notice telling me tat NR2 (which im supposed to b taking) n NR 1 (which chuyun, chenguo n pam r taking at e other bus stop oppo far east) CHANGED ROUTE FOR TAT NITE DUE TO E BLOODY MARATHON THING!!

if a smrt officer was there when i saw e notice, i dunno wat i'd have done to him...

then i had to walk all e way back to e far east stop to check whether e bus is there.. mind u.. a girl walking at 2.15am in e morning along orchard is not very fun..

then when i realised, there was no bus there either...

i had to walk back to shaw towers to take out money for cab!..

fuck it.. e cab fare is damn ex.. $22.95...

n while i was waiting for e cab, two cabs came up.. one smrt n one comfort... no prizes for which one i choose... i step into e comfort cab n thnx to e nice cabbie who zoomed me home at nth less than 100km/hr... i managed to reach home b4 my curfew... phew...

這個星期的我,真的不可以靜下來.每根腦神經都必須是活躍的,不可以停止.

這樣,我就沒有時間去想到你了.

我知道這不是愛情,因為它不可能是.心沒有很痛,只是腦一直在想.而我必須制止它去想.

但是有好幾次,腦中都不經意閃過你和我的畫面.因為那是美好的回憶.沒有不開心的.

就好象早上別的組在呈現他們的計劃案的時候,突然你就出現在我腦里了.那時忍不住,傳了一封簡訊給你.結果,你卻沒有回.我真的傷了你那么深嘛?

和大家吃了夜宵,大家走了的時候,你又突然出現了.害我一直心情郁悶,沒有力氣,很想哭.

X女孩的心還是有點痛.X男孩是不是打算從她的生活里消失?

他們的故事,會怎么結束?

its onli right tat all my latest entries will b in chinese.. i feel more comfortable expressing myself in tat language n if any one day u r smart enough to google me, i'll b able to minimize ur understanding of everything.. =).. so blog entries abt u will all b in CHINESE!! wahaha.. im so evil..
因為念書的關系,今天一整晚,我都沒睡.現在的我,其實很累.

浮現在腦里的竟然是你.送給朋友的隱藏式鼓勵,被你誤會為想對你說的.所以,我就順水推舟,繼續用下去.

X女孩和X男孩的相遇,是不是錯的?如果你從沒出現,我現在會不會比較快樂?而我現在會想的,又是什么呢?

兩個對的人,在錯的時間相遇了.那是一種悲哀.

我可以想象,如果我們是在7年後相遇,或許結果會不一樣.差異會變得很渺小,什么都會變得很自然.你會負得起現在不能的責任,我也或許會少了現在的任性.那時的我們,應該會比較快樂,比較長久一點.

X女孩的心,還在動搖.傷過了X男孩,也傷過了自己.但X女孩堅信,自己的決定不會錯的.讓這個不應該存在的感情存在,那會是更大的錯誤.以後的傷,會更痛.

不知道X男孩,現在在想她嘛?