|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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oh no... tml get results... i've got nth to say...

yesterday went with esther to watch "howl's moving castle".. PIANGZ!!! Howl is so SHUAI!!!... Oh my god.. Not matter is appearance or e way he's nice to Sophie.. He is so shuai!!!!! Im going ga-ga over him... His love makes me touched...

I dunno ba.. mayb bcoz Howl's world is proably something tat everyone looks forward to.. afterall.. it doesnt have e practicality of e reality world...

"i dun wanna run anymore. Because I've finally found a person tat i wanna protect. That's you."

its a line Howl said to Sophie when he transformed into a big bird n wanted to fly out from e safety ring to protect Sophie... Typical Japan lines regardless in dramas or animes... but its touching all e same...

but mayb i cn like howl so much gotta give thankz to Takuya Kimura... Without his voice.. Howl wldnt b as atrractive as he is.. Imagine if he puts on Ken Miyake's voice.. *shivers*... (for those who doesnt noe who is Ken.. imagine a kiddy sharp voice.. exactly opposite of Takuya's soothing n low voice...) Its Howl's voice tat makes u feel safe... a sense of security ba.. noein tat he will b there to protect who ever needs protection...

Howl's a weakling.. serious.. no kidding... he so vain until when he's hair changed colour he called out e demon of darkness (which he did too e last time he got ditched by a girl..) n started melting... vain until he cn take he's own life...

"Life's meaningless if I'm no longer pretty..."

funny sia...

Haix.... seeing how he wanna protect e family he have n eventually turned into a demon (which he did not coz Sophie saved him)... seeing his wu nai makes u wanan go hug him.... haix...

argh... i;'m falling head over heels for him!!..

ahdi's unshakable position of being my fav in 2 years has been pulled down by a cartoon character... >_<

thnx everyone for every single thing.. u guys really made my day... thnx everyone for sending me msges... thnx jietian n jieying for calling me up at exactly 12.00am... thnx esther for treating me to fish n co.... thnx kor for tat perfume... thnx cari for e beautiful clock.. thnx u for ur greeting.. thnx sis for makin a mistake in my age n amending e msg.. haha.. thnx mum n dad for letting me go outta control for a day... thnx alot..

now i noe how lucky i am... thnx...

"paiseh abt everyting ah..hope u have a wonderful year ahead n i wish u all e best..happy bdae again..
gd nig"

yeah!!! today my birthday!!! but such a imple thing u oso cnanot remember... my card oso gone case.. dun care... u go replace one.. belated i oso dun care.. haha.. today in good mood so i wun let anything spoil it... but u suckz! haha... n i now noe im really not in ur life...

happi birthday to me..
happi birthday to me..
happi birthday to joanne..
happi birthday to me...

yahoo!!!!!!!!

2nd day to john little n i hate it alot.. basically im so sick of work tat i onli did 4 hours today... gah... n out of this 4 hours.... 3 im M.I.A... great.... then wanted to tell Connie (my sales rep) tat i juz wanna work weekend... (cnt stand anymore in e stupid john little) but then connie pleaded me coz muz finish e spring sales in john little.. which havent even started! gosh... then i hate e goldlion guy.. haix.. Stanna's no longer there n Pio Jiao will quit after getting results.. n Mr Se Lang will anyhow jump... sianz lor.. nobody accompany me yet i dun wanna let Connie down.. this suckz.. facing e goldlion guy everyday.. wanna bash him arh...

1 more day to my birthday... hippi hippi hooray! haha... but then hor.. this year... got prob leh.. he's not here to accompany me... bah... but nvm lar.. got my Lao Po... dunno we go eating wat... haha...

getting results soon.. n im really scared... bah... hate it... really dunno wat to do leh... wat results will i get??? *pray hard*...

then come along this guy who wans to date me.. great... n saying he gonna give me a surprise on my bdae.. i asked him wat f**kin s**t he giving.. "oh! its a surprise!"... DUH! then later i noe... wah.. wat a "nice" present he giving me.. a kiss leh... f**king hell.. he dare to touch me i'll slap his face... get away from me.. im a lesbian.. wahahahah...

dunno wat happened to my stupid tagboard.. cannot open.. ARGH!!! Anyway... today finally went out with Jieying.. then we took neoprints! very nice leh.. liked it alot.. then bought shades coz liked it very much n i bought another thing.. k.. cannot say... i will paiseh... hahah..

mayb im still transferring to JLSC afterall.. byebye! to all my frenz in OG... sianz.. dun feel like typin le... hope 7th graders no more ghost ba!

oh shit.. got this thing abt a brochure for teacher's course? pple who scored between 14-18 l1r5 for o's will get it.. great.. i didnt... so did i score below 14 or above 18??? great... e MOE rawkz...

esther me hongli sarah anna chengwee

anyway.. plz give me suggestions on e tagboard on whether this skin is nicer or e old skin... k?

lately i keep thinking tat if i cannot get into mass comm wat course am i going to apply for nxt.. at first is thinking abt all e multimedia design n all.. or even hotel management... but after watching nightingale.. i actually wanted to b a nurse! haha... coz i suddenly thought tat being a nurse is really very meaningful lor.. so i wanna b a nurse so tat i cn happily go save pple...

7th graders club lately really something wrong arh... dunno is really yahoo prob or they r coming back.. or even... ghost??

FREAK FREAK FREAK!!! ITS SO FREAKY!!!

oh please... if its u guys then jux let us noe.. ok??? anyway.. missed e 7th graders as well.. new year they went out n i cnt go.. thnx to my job... i thought working wld give me more freedom than sch.. guess not...

anyway.. yesterday think too much of ahdi le arh?? walk on e streets saw someone look extremely like ahdi then i turn n c.. gotcha! its not.. = =+... of coz lar.. anyway... lucky e person nv turn ard or else i so paiseh!!!

then from JT's hp saw someone look like bingyi.. hahah...

this valentine SUCKZ! like totally shacked off coz so lonely.. n well.. nobody to spend it with then during break time walk along e streets n realised att couples.. roses... n hearts r everywhere... shack.. i wanna someone so ?? like ??? (??in??).. he likes e girl from young till 20+ leh!!!! wat kind of guy is this??? like extinct le lar!

Mr PC told me he dun wanna woo Miss PP bcoz he thinks he's not a good boyfren.. actually... yar! u wun b a good boyfren.. coz kinda... too ? lar... mummy's boy... =Pp... lunky he dun c this....

u r not celebrating my birthday with me.. wat kind of birthday is it without u? cnt u even spare some time? an hour or two will kill u? i noe u r really busy but its up to u to organize ur time.. but anyway.. thnx...

haix... today at work at first ok one.. then Mr Fang come n kajiao me.. keep saying me n Mr PC... then felt tat its so stupid.. like... guy n girl cannot b platonic frenz meh?? y a guy n a girl close then mux say tat its one likin e other? furthermore he got his own crush.. n i got someone i like le... this suckz.. hope i dun c Mr Fang tml..

today bcoz lips too dry.. its actually swollen n cracking.. i look so horrible now!!! argh... so ugly.. dun even wanna c myself n its very pain.. >_<...

anyway.. finally saw cari after os long.. i miss her... haix....

valentine's all alone again...

like duh... this year new year money is... PATHETIC! almoz one of my worst year ba? dun even have $250... piangz.. how am i going to survive until i get my pay?? so pitiful...

Valentine's day i dun have a date!!! i wished he wld ask me out but i think too much ba? if he will rite.. miracle appear le lar... duh.. whoever no date ask me out k? but i dunno i got work or not >_<...

Tako is so cute.. wished i have a dog like him.. bah... dun feel like writing much.. new year was a bore!

topday happily went to work then after work i received a sad news.. i gotta transfer from OG Orchard to John Little Specialist Centre from 15th feb onwards... although its onli opposite but it means i will hafta leave all e frens i've made in OG... then mood kinda affected by it...

went home n then saw e meal mum half bought half prepared... got sharkfin soup (real one leh!) then got salmon n abalone yu sheng... then sushi... n guess wat's dessert? birdnest! cannot blive my mum spent so much.. think this is e most expensive meal i have ever eaten at home ba??

then dad drove us out to chinatown but no way to park so we went to esplanade... then hor... jux as we r abt to go off... FIREWORKS BOOMED IN FRONT OF US! its really very near us.. we cld feel e heat n e firworks look like they gotta drop on us.. we even felt e vibration of e booming in e car! its att near.. n its such a pleasent surprise to start e new year with...

hapy new year to everyone!

today's my frist day at OG Orchard.. hmmz.. quite fun.. met a nice guy called... erm.. forget him name liao.. haha.. something chong one.. =Pp... he very nice.. me n him very gam... hahaha... then got cindy e supervisor...

but then OG very kao bei leh.. make me so sianx.... then i break soo nobody to eat with me.. coz i break alone mah.. haix.. so pple.. anyone who's free from 5-6pm now on rite.. plz come to orachrd to pei me eat.. ahhaha...

im missing him again.. shit... anyway.. zheng yuan chang sooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!

realised tat so many pple actually quitted e outdoor sales job ever since i went in...

1. Evelyn
2. Andrew
3. Me
4. YanPing
5. YanLing
6. Trish
7. Chuan Xiang
8. Heng
9. Zul
10. Sze Wei
11. JianLiang
12. Moses
13. Hui Fen

n going to b...

14. Isabel

n so many more tat i dunno one so i nv state.. haix.. this company is so pathetic... now left onli Kelvin who's struggling with e work jux for Jacinta.... haix...

yesterday went for e esplanade interview.. big succuess... confirm get e job.. pay good.. but bloody hell... u work so little hours a month.. then i earn wat? $300+ a month lor... then i cn go eat 西北風 liao.. come on lar.. if im going to save up for everything... then like tat really kinda little.. but i'll still take up this job as a part time ba? c how my other job interviews r...

met nikky on e way home.. lol.. she like a bit sian sian... wat happened, girl?? dun look so gloomy leh.. haix...

then today going to met my dear dear 老婆 n all my sec sch frenz.. wah!!! miss em so much... then going to collect my lenses.. which leaves me penniless again.. duh! 我真的很會花錢.

missed energy... realised tat i really think of em very often sia.. missing e times e 7th graders had.. dunno when is e nxt time.. seems like so far away...

我要去台灣﹗﹗

haix... i miss him... am i part of ur life??

i finally watched part of nightingale.. kunda so shuai!!!!!!!!!! wah!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.... e whole show super de funny lor.. haha.. a show tat i highly recommend lar.. *grinx*....

today went n cut my hair then my mum siad.. "u cut might as well dun cut. no difference"... haha... actually its thinner lor! but true lar..i cnt c much difference myself... wanted to highlight it but i wanna go professional kind so muz save money to go.. dun think will get it b4 chinese new year...

suddenly wanted to watch nightingale but then i went to BT n download dunno y alot of probs then unsuccessful... so sianz coz i really wanna watch.. dunno singapore will have e vcd or not leh...

then today nth betta to do so opened up all my files then saw e clip tat maisie took tat time at e airport.. laughed my head off again.. haha

Niunai: 800 buckz
Maui: *mouth drop eyes wide open*
Niunai: Tai Bi

duh!

BUH-bye
5:32 pm

anyhow ever have e feeling whereby u noe someone is actually caring for u.. but yet u feel so irritated n wants to ask e person to buzz off? anyway.. sorry for my attitude jux now... Jt...

so sianz sia.. now workless liao then slack in bed everyday..

went n collect my pay then its so pathetic.. muz find a job asap or else i wun survive de.. let alone thinking of going to taiwan..

haix.... i finally decided to guang all e jiazu.. hahah.. n really went in to liuyan.. oh yeah...

BUH-bye
3:50 pm