|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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realised tat i've skipped a few events of this energy trip so gotta update mre now b4 i hand e com over to my sister... these few days without Uncle Vincent, Comfort was our new partner for we keep calling their cabs but their operaters really made me n marine so pissed with em.. i mean.. come on lar... u r not even sure which street a particular blk lies on... muz b some irresponsible operator.. stupid girls..

[933 rehearsal] we actually jux went straight into e VIP seats area to watch when energy came but then we were nice n quiet so zhiyong didnt shoo us but jux tell us to clear e place after energy's finished.. saw e "tian yu di" dance.. oh my god!! i love it.. "ai ni ai ni ai ni zen hui rang wo xin fen luan ru ma"... i like e dance for att sentence... ahha.. n bcoz we were in VIP area n got barrier... this video is one of e best tat i've taken so far.. trust me.. its so nice n im so proud of it! *grinz*

[Bai fen Bai Jian Mian Hui] i didnt go bcoz 1) im not chosen 2) i was in great pain att day n spent e morning rollin on my bed n after tat bloggin.. apparently.. they told me att ahdi was rollin in bed tat mornin as well.. wat a coincidence..

[PSC recording Live] queued quite long for it.. energy stayed through e whole thing so we got to c em quite alot esp since they were judges for e dance competition so they sat within e audiences but of coz right in front.. then they dance n sang.. i think.. cldnt really remember.. onli noes clearly tat previously, b4 we entered the studio.. we saw energy at e lift there which was jux bside e staircase att we were abt to enter n climb.. maisie n i almoz tripped in our rush to confirm att its em.. when we saw ahdi.. we shouted his name but none of us rushed over.. wat we did was juz.. shouting.. lol... i noe its stupid but we r not crazy fans.. lol.. then they juz looked at us n smile n wave etc.. niunai's so vain! he was stylin his hair, usin e lift's metal door as a mirror.. he sure cnt spare a moment.. haha.. then i told ahdi not to get left bhind again.. n got knocked on e head by maisie... boo~! a side not: all this while, the Bai fen Bai pple were filmin us lar.. great.. how many times were we on camera? argh... countless.. anyway... we realised ahdi didnt change his shirt.. my god.. he really need some clothes.. his wardrobe muz b pathetic.. y hasnt iris bought anything for him? lol.. nvm.. i'll buy..

[signature session] i have to admit tat im so shocked.. bcoz while we were filmin.. we saw ahdi kept lookin in me n limin's direction.. e thing is... there is nobody bside us to look at as its blank lar.. n e pple in front were nt ahdi fans which means ahdi wldnt have bothered with em coz he wun bother abt his own fans anyway.. so we kind of came up with e conclusion tat ahdi was lookin at us.. n through e video cam.. we caught him ard 10 times lookin our way lar.. haha.. i wonder is it bcoz 2 days ago i was cryin like mad in front of him... = =+..

but b4 e whole thing started, me, val n aidi began to cry bcoz val n aidi saw our 13-years-old cryin n they got influenced.. then aidi influenced me.. i tried to shut e music of "yan lei de wei dao" n when ahdi said "wo shi ah di! wo hao ai chang ge o!" but b4 i knew it.. tears were trickling down my cheeks.. i didnt noe i cld b this upset.. energy sang tat same song later but eventually i forced myself not to get affected by it for ahdi will not b happy either if he saw att we've cried..

then after tat.. i got my cd onstage.. yuqing placed em for me... ok.. here's e position: yuqing(collectin lyrics booklets to sign), shuwei, kunda, monkey(he's e one tat stopped ahdi writin my name), ahdi, samantha(pushin e cds to e nxt person after ahdi's finished), niunai n connie... well.. yuqing pushed my cds to shuwei n i looked at shuwei n bended down n asked him to write "energy wan sui" but he wrote onli energy.. = =+... mayb he got a little hearin prob oso after hanging out too much with ahdi.. but bcoz he wrote on both cds.. i've decided to forgive him... but juz at this time.. he shoke my hand n when i smiled at him.. HE ACTUALLY POINTED AT MY BRACES N CALLED ME "GANG YA"!! rude fellow.. dare to smile at me summre..

then after tat is kunda.. hahahahah... kunda remembered when i told him i've got nth to say! coz he asked whether i've got anything to say to him.. after pausin for very long.. i told him "jiayou"... which is wat pple always said when they gt nth to say.. then i asked him to help me draw stars which is xin xin in chinese but he drew hearts which is xin... then when he drew a heart on e first cd (i've got 2).. i quickly corrected him n told him is e stars in e sky.. then he still drew a heart.. i almoz wanted to kill him until he drew an additional star bside e heart..

after kunda is ahdi.. previously, val (who is in front of me) helped me to tell ahdi (in a soft voice) to help me write my name.. but he seems blur so when its my turn.. i told him myself.. n i think samantha didnt hear it coz she didnt oppose... then ahdi wrote my name on it.. wahahaha.. so happy... my precious lyrics booklet.. but he onli wrote on one... then i sked him if he goes online n he said "yes".. but i didnt ask if he goes jiazu.. boo!!! im so stupid.. shld have asked him tat.. i mean.. of coz he goes online!!

then is niunai.. moomoo as we noe him as.. he's so funny! he commented att there's alot of stuff on my booklet.. then normally if atts e case.. he shld write something soo rite?? but he wrote nth.. = =+.. im speechless.. after tat, he shoke both my hand n grinned... e thing is... it was such a.. BIG grin... i got shocked n lost my smile.. haha.. then i jux walk away...

I LOVE AHDI!!! but i stilld un think he remembers me lar..

[Cenosis recording] b4 e show even began.. me marine limin n maisie was so bored tat we jux went n stare drawin energy logo on maisie.. haha.. poor maisie... anyway... e host was mark lee n quan yi feng.. they both very cute n funny lar... but mark lee keep embarassin pple.. anyway... we knew energy were bored lar... then durin a particular break, ahd used a female voice n said "wo shi niu nai".. so crap! then they sang hokkien songs n we asked shuwei to say a joke.. he think for very long n came up with a doraemon joke which was 1) not understandable 2) not funny... anyway.. kunda even chewed his wristband lar.. duh... oh yar! shuwei so hao se!!! he was tokin to mlik n when xu mei zhen walked by.. he stop tokin n stare at her lar!! so bai chi.. lol..

e cenosis thing oso got f.i.r but they onli came to record 2 songs.. sianz.. lol.. we shouted "yo yo qin ge" n he juz smile n waved.. nv "yo yo" back.. then we shouted again n he gave us e puzzled look.. then for e 3rd time.. he said "huh?"... faye got irritated n scolded him.. "shi qin ge la!".. then he went "o.. wo hai yi wei shi xi ge.." another who needs ear checks..

[Departure] nth happened.. i wanted to give ahdi a letter but nobody within e premium lounge bothered to take it lar.. they took no one's.. n ahdi gave no sign of recognizing me at all.. but its oso bcoz 1) he was not lookin at fans but jux concentrating on wat he was doing (signing posters) n onli looked at fans n waved vaguely when he's abt to leave.. 2) i was blocked by a stupid bush n sofas were in front of me.. im not visible at all to e pple inside.. they will onli b able to c my cam...

when they entered e gate.. we rushed upstairs to c em on e walkway.. niunai n kunda n shuwei waved up... ahdi got lagged bhind again coz he was buyin something.. then he looked up in somewhere either my direction or near me.. but i cldnt c coz my vcam happened to shake at e time he glanced so i dunno where he was lookin..

haix.. i miss energy.. i wanna go taiwan lar!!.. so not fair..