|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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i love aidi's new blog!! so secretive... still muz type password wor... haha..

hmm.. i warned zhili abt someone searching for her name... im juz tryin to b nice coz i dun think many pple will like it if ur name was searched... i mean... who will b so desperate to find ur blog? oh well... mayb onli i think this way... apparently not alot of pple think so lar...

i thought things were a little normal... im juz so wrong... one sentence n i get bombarded.. oh well.. i hate it.. i really hate it.. i shld have juz shut up abt it... im juz so stupid...

decided together with yvonne, elaine n hweeting tat we gonna go sign up for e holiday courses together.. ahhaa... me n yvonne even determined to sign for a total of $100 so tat we cn use edusave.. haha... going to b busy for oct...

i was juz thinking abt changing courses... no.. dun worry... its NOT bcoz of wat is happening in my class... its juz tat Sp cannot satisfy me... cannot satisfy my needs n wants in media... not communication... all my video, tv production stuff... i talked to Dad... he told me to finish up this year n think abt it when its time... i guess tats e correct thing to do... e thing is im considering e one year tat i will have to waste... haix... n i cnt cope with SP's workload.. its juz too much... we r having twice as much module as anyone else... im twice as busy as anyone else...

im quite sure some wld say "good riddance!" to me... haha..

u noe... i really think tat i've been kept under good care for too long... like... im so used to having pple making e right decisions for me... now i cnt even make a decision of my own without fearing... i have to go ard asking everybody wat is their opinion... i cnt make a firm decision on my own... like i went to SP bcoz of my sister... now im choosing to back out... im scared abt wat e future holds for me.. im scared of making changes... im scared abt being wrong... i dun dare venture out.. i trap myself.. im unsure of wat i wan... i wan pple telling me wat to do...

shit... im such a failure...