|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

|Forgottened|

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January 2008
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February 2010
August 2010

yoyo! so long nv blogged le.. so today drop by.. haha... coz this week alot of things had been going on... coz... ITS MY BIRTHDAY!! (n kx's too)... ok.. here's wat been happening this whole week...


Monday, 20th Feb


esther celebrated with me by treating me to lunch @ Cartel... we had e seafood thingy.. hmm.. not as nice as fish n co.. haha... but we love e calamari... haha... then we went down to cine for kbox when sophia joined us.. haha.. whole say sing n sing... i love em...


then called ying down n she brought shikin, weiting together with her.. haha... erm.. n we entered House of Condom... chey... nth de...


Tuesday, 21st Feb


went to Haagen Dazs icecream training.. we got to eat icecream.. yummy! launching e new flavour in march.. who wants to eat icecream go causeway point cold storage find me k? *grinz*...


celebrated with my twin (kaixian), jieying n lynn.. wee~!~! best frenz together again!! love em... at first went to breeks.. then last min change to swensens.. haha.. yummy icecream again!! thnx ying for picking out e top.. tat was soooooo sweet...


Wednesday, 22nd Feb


my actual birthday!! thnx everyone for e msges n stuff.. so touched tat u guys remembered... esp when i thought alot has forgottened... but it oso meant econs exam!! sianz...


went to Jack's to eat with mummy n daddy n sis... thnx for e treat! n thnx again to daddy for e converse shoes...


Thursday, 23rd Feb


supposed to go out with jinwen but he was busy @ sch... kind of sad.... but nvm... jieying came over for badminton... haha... we sucked at it but nvm... we still rockz...


Friday, 24th Feb


jinwen came to find me at work today.. *grinz*... then he treated me to this:



best beef noodle i have ever eaten... yummy! n we shared a bowl of dessert.. wahahha... xing fu flying everywhere... we talked abt alot of things... haha... its so easy talking to him...


i went n meet jieying after work... haha.. n we took alot of crap photos...

me feeding ying



lay's!! haha... we were both lay's promoter once..


sian... then today work lor.. sian sian sian!!

pple turn from bad to WORSE


dun try to deny and say "no we dun"..


WE DO


now b good n drill tat fact into ur head..


take a very good example. ME. a top super smart student in primary school went up to secondary sch to b a student who doesnt care abt failing subjects. as long as i dun get retained. pple thought i will turn better n think for myself when i enter polytechnic. but e truth? i cnt even b bothered if i retained. i cnt even b bothered if i dun graduate. studying is useless to me now. exams are near but i dun even feel it. i have e risk of getting forwarded modules. i dun even care.


wat brought abt e change in me?


i have no idea...


perhaps i wan to noe e feeling of not being the "standards"...
primary=>secondary=>JC/poly=>Uni
so standard..


i hate my life e way it is...

i swear it suckz to b in e same sch as ur sister..


esp if u share e same lecturers


when i flunk in sch, ur sister get reports...


i dunno which lecturer did.. damn.. if i find out i'll hate e teacher for life... not onli bcoz of e tipping off.. but e last thing like is for someone to compare me n my sister... damn... this is exactly wat they r doing..


fuck... let me live my life e way i wan... i dun need my sister to barge in... i dun need her to teach me wat to do...


i've enough of living under her shadows..


i wan a transfer...

i've juz finished 2 tests.. one is news writing n one is IVP..


guess wat? i bet i'll flunk both.. lol..


anyone wanna bet?


damn.. i swear after i watch 恶作剧之吻, i feel that it relates...


e whole storyline whereby 湘琴 woos 直树 - reminds me of me n jinwen.. haha! im e one who took initiative..


n then e part whereby 直树 taught 湘琴 homework - reminds me of tat time O's then weikang taught me homework late into e nite..


haha.. c y i like e show so much now? *grinz*..

ok... im back...


life?


normal...


its all schs n exams..

blogging at 9am in e morning? u'll think im crazy.. yeah... i guess i am...


i work up this morning, hoping that i'll be okay to go to sch... then i went to e washroom...


then puked.. = =+... aint i great?


oh-so-natural of mum to stop me from going to sch... she doesnt wan e same things to happen in poly as e way it had happened during pri sch or even sec sch.. many has seen me turn white, energyless and thought i was all ready to faint... many of these times, i thought i will too but i didnt... its kind of scary not knowing when it will happen.. n how great e effects will be... in juz one day i can drop from a healthy bubbly girl to one who's turns white with pain and no food cn get through her stomach..


i thought e days of fighting it was over.. i thought i left it behind... it happened so scarcely in upper sec years that i blived it wldnt happen again... but it juz gets worse..


i think i really need to go for e super big kinds of checkup and juz make sure that i dun die from anything.. i doubt i will but this is seriously getting sick... e pain is getting inbearable...


oh, surprisingly... i miss sch...