|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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i went to a gathering of the Singapore Soka Association (SSA) today, situated at Eunos (not the HQ but someone's apartment). I was brought there by Jinwen, in hope of trying to search for faith, beliefs, hope and something that i can rely on. It was pretty cool with all the youngsters and all and i saw something going on tat i wld onli expect to c in a temple or a place of similar values. Haha, ignorance.

Basically, they do not really do prayers (i think, im not too sure) but they do chanting. This verse tats repeated over n over again. seriously, i was quite shocked initially but not for long. it has a calming effect even if u dun chant it urself but listen to others, it makes u feel how united beliefs n faith has brought these pple n how every single one of em is kind n nice, all thankz to e teachings of this religion.

Then there was this time for testimonials n pple share their incident on how faith brought them through and there is this lady who gave birth to a pre-mature baby and had a very hard time bcoz e baby was in high danger. Thank goodness they went through everything n e baby is perfectly fine. I've seen her n she's adorable, though a bit small still.

then there's Mrs Heng who really inspired me. Perhaps because i was sitting on a chair (others were sitting on e floor) and i was a newcomer, Mrs Heng focused mostly on me during her sharing time. She looked directly into my eye n every word pierced my heart. She was talking abt cancer. It brought me hope, knowing someone went through something similar n recovered from it. it makes me wonder whether jinwen told her abt my situation, whether she noes everything. bcoz she seems to. she reminds of my own grandma who passed away 2 years ago.. and i miss her alot..

jinwen's brother, wayne, looked very much like him, esp e height n e voice. mayb he'll catch up. he's still young.

jinwen dance today n its a long time since i saw him danced. even if its a very simple one. really simple.

jinwen was not with me most e time coz he's busy with e pple there n with e performance n all. he's a leader there i think. quite cool. but thanx for staying bside me during e testimonial times, vid time n encouraging me.. =)...

i think jinwen is an angel brought to me by someone, giving me hope, faith n relief. i really think so. thank goodness he's here.