|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

|Forgottened|

January 2005
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January 2007
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October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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December 2009
February 2010
August 2010

i've juz started typing this blog entry at e time of 2am in e morning n im supposed to b asleep, judging from e fact tat i have to wake at 9am tml in order to go down to atrium, collect e cheques n go back to wheelock b4 11.30am so tat i will not b late for my work.

n thnx to ernest for the.. well.. 'encouragement' :
"u have a tendency to b late.. haha.."

i was blog hopping juz nw n seriously, i wonder how come pple blog so maturely n realised in a moment how stupid my entries sound sometimes.. but of coz, e bloggers r of age 20 n 24 respectively.

e one of 24 is Catherine whom i've met from SSA n a NYP design student as well. in fact, she's jinwen's classmate whom went to NTU first then NYP. mature girl n i do like her but i muz admit, i have problems speaking to mature pple. bcoz? i depends on my lame shit to get along with pple, make em laugh n comfortable but some stuff seems so stupid in front of em tat i feel shallow n small. i cnt bring myself to tok to em coz i'll b scared if i say e wrong things n they'll b thinking "this girl is so stupid" n i might as well jump off a bridge.

[p.s: catherine noes wayne (jinwen's brother) on a very familiar basis. i wonder y.]

but then, e weird thing abt me is tat i am able to think of a paragraph of profound stuff to blog abt at some point of time but realised later on tat i've completely forgotten every single sentence. in addition, i am one who blogs spontaneously. i juz type something and it goes on. i usually dun force myself abt things to blog.

if i ever read back on my entries NOW, i'll b scanning all my own stupidity, lameness, craps and then look back in disgust. BUT, this is still my life.

i stayed back in Wheelock today even though i ended work at 9pm to speak to ernest n then i think i learnt a lesson. not from ernest, but from ruiping.

pple like me n her r always trying to make pple laugh, the chatty n happy souls of e grp aka e noisest. it seems tat its e way we r. ruiping was silent n quite nonchalent abt stuffs today n everybody thought tat she was moody n something was upsetting her. thinking back, mayb she was onli trying to b serious but we r so used to e jumpy ruiping tat we cnt take it when she quietens down. it will seem like its not her. but mayb tat IS her, but juz another side of her which we've nv seen.

im beginning to wonder wat am i like exactly? wat kind of character i have? am i juz trying to b somebody tat is most accepted? or am i being e real me?

argh... this is such an emo n long post.. its kind of depressing if its going to b like this all e way.. we need a change of mood..

calvin.. if he dare to touch me again, no matter where, i'll kill him.. then i'll slice him n ask xiaoming to fry him like kakiage, use as gyu niku teriyaki, or thrown into e mix hotpot... n tat applies if he touches any of e girls again. even e hair, damn u pervert.

debbie. life without her is GOOD.. one week of enjoyment!! dun need to here her voice in e outlet!! awww.. wat a pity.. we're not going to b at e outlet anyway.. lolz.. WE'RE BE AT CHALET!!

my sister packed her clothes out already n she left a few bhind for me.. however, 3/4 of e cupboard is still gone.. arh.. im gonna pack in all my NEW clothes now... if i have e money though.. any donations?? cheque n cash r both accepted... *grinz*

life.. still have to carry on...