|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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this is the 3rd post today although i'll prefer to call it the 2nd since e first post was technically for last nite n so it doesn't count into today's volume... but hey, let's not give a shit such trivial little things..

im in a pissed mood n have been trying to find someone to take my mind off my bad-temperedness (is there such a word??) for a little while... it started with me msging xavier abt his "somewhatconfus-ion" and him NOT replying me... i do NOT appreciate it... then there's another soul who didnt reply me either, despite e whole chunk of words i typed.. i thought my msn screwed up again until i msg pam n she HAD E DECENCY TO REPLY ME... so my dear msn is working perfectly fine... its e bloody users at e other side of e com who's having e prob...

n i juz have to turn myself into a smart-alec, went into someone's blog.. n then get bullshit as usual... talking abt being a CHANGED person... yeah, mayb? for e worse it is though..

wat im gonna talk abt might b pretty controversial... so if u guys r catholics or refused to b even exposed to little bit NC-16 (i rated it)... then mayb u cn leave rite now... but if u r really leaving, pls dun b pissed with me for i am in a very fucked up mood and i feel like using my every little bit of strength to strangle two pple.. (yes pam, its e two bastards u have heard abt..)

u have been warned... now move on..

i still remembered wendy loh's preaching days in sec sch telling us tat catholics blives in sex after marriage.. i muz say tat i agree tat its e rite thing to do...

not tat im going to condem anyone who's having a go b4 marriage...

for god's sake, wat century r we living in?

its all abt taking up e responsibilities n noe-ing wat u r getting urself into.. if u r prepared to handle e consequences, then y not? go enjoy urself! in fact, i've heard tat sex is healthy! look at how the government is trying to promote birth-giving.. its juz a little tough if its too young...

its juz tat i cannot stand certain pple who, on one hand, goes ard sayin tat they'll b saving sex for after marriage due to religion and swear in their heart tat they love, respect and appreciates e teaching of God or Virgin Mary or whoever the faith lies in... Then they go throw themselves into enjoyment of the occupation of the body of e opposite sex and does everything in e process except for e insertion...

NOW U TELL ME, WATS E DIFFERENCE??

isn't the teachings supposed to tell u to refrain from the desire and lust tat u cnt help but feel it during ur puberty days? its all abt self-control (or so i think..).. if u gonna go release urself n enjoy all tat, u r juz lying to ur pathetic self tat ur faith is where it is when u doesnt blive in it at all..

all u r doing is riding ard e rules...

u r not to have sex n thus, u do not have SEX... i muz say tat whoever is doing stuff of this sort muz have checked up on e meaning of sex in e dictionary... bcoz sex is not formed until e insertion of e male's XX into a female's XX (i cnt bear to type e word for it will turn this into pornography).. so u slimy bastards work ur way ard it n decided tat wateva else u might do with a female on a bed, NAKED, is not part of sex...

i muz say tat it is NOT sex (i cnt fight with a dictionary, can i?) but u noe very well in ur heart tat u use other methods to replace tat action which is forbiddened..

if u r tat faithful a catholic, then u stick by e teachings n learn to b a better person.. wat's e use of baptism or confessions? until now i do not understand how it is that a person can just have confessions about their sins, felt guilty then turn around, walk out of e church n go abt doing their everyday sins again.. sure, nobody is perfect.. nobody is asking u to b perfect..

im asking u not to b FAKE here...

im not saying tat there r no sincere christians or catholics.. i noe a few faithful n great christians/catholics like vonne and carolyn...

but there r still a few bastards ard... i used BASTARDS which means onli guys r applicable... so nicole, if u r reading this, no offence... or anyone else who r reading this..

unless u r one of e few tat i have in mind.. then YES, im toking abt u... n if u noe who im talking abt, juz shut up n keep it in ur heart... there r certain pple reading my blog who r absolute tell-tales...

And talking about changing for the better... u dun say it, u DO it..

but then again, as e saying goes: a leopard cannot change its spots...

n then, it will turn into another sin of LYING... n dun tell me u cannot control ur bloody sex drives... every single human has it.. it has been placed into us e moment puberty hits n so if e everyone else can, u can! dun lie abt showing LOVE... if kissing is not enough for u to feel e love... then mayb u shld reflect on e definition of love for as far as i am concerned, love does not equals to sex!

*man... this is a bloody long entry.. but i felt great after letting it ALL out...