|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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August 2010

To my dear stupid,

i really do like u.. i dun use love for i feel tt it is too big a word.. no doubt though, i liked u like i nv liked anyone else b4.. it has never changed.. neither have i changed.. but u did, didnt u? or is it tt u r juz too busy to b urself?

u have always been busy..

i miss e boy tt i got together with my bdae..e boy tt loves calling me his silly.. e boy tt wanted to come down n meet me juz bcoz it was my bdae despite u being sick.. e boy tt told me not to worry too much even if all my hair drops out coz u'll b there to take care of me.. e boy tt stroked my face with gentleness n looked at me with those pained eyes bcoz i told u my braces hurts... e boy tt finds me on msn juz to ask me whether i missed him.. e boy tt told me tt he doesnt mind me irritating him for e rest of my life..

where is tt boy? i didnt c him recently.. my msges were nv returned lately.. u seem so far away..

u didnt wan a break up but u told me to stop waiting coz e wait is endless.. u dunno when will u stop being busy.. i'll wait u noe.. i really will.. as long as i noe i'll get my dear stupid back.. silly is silly, remember? so she'll wait..

u say i'll nv b able to b part of ur life.. but y? isnt ur partner supposed to b part of it? or having a gf is nv part of ur life? its something u cn do without? it hurts when u said tt.. do u noe? i felt like my heart has been torn apart..

but u care.. dun u? u still like me.. dun u?

cn u give it a try for once n let me in? let me into ur life n let me noe wats going on.. learn to accept to have someone to share something with u.. learn to make time for tt special girl.. u'll have to learn eventually, dun u? u wun really stay single forever will u? please dun.. coz i wldnt noe to b with then..

my boy, i'll wait.. for e day tt u've decided tt u r ready.. ready to let me into ur life.. ready to open up ur heart to ur girl.. mayb one day i'll stop waiting like u asked me to.. i dunno how long it will b.. but remember.. if one day if i ever stopped waiting.. it juz means tt i gave up hope..

but i'll still be liking u..

n u'll still b e one tt i liked most in my life.. irreplacable by anyone else..

Yours,
silly girl..