|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

|Forgottened|

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I only remembered truely loving two boys in my life...

I never thought I could actually fall in love. I was never the kind of person who gives in a relationship. I am usually e taker and the thing is, the boys let me do it. I take what I need, only giving in occassionally.

Yes, I heard that, you are calling me a selfish bitch. I know I am one. You don't have to remind me.

Jinwen was a guy who let me give everything whole-heartedly. For once, I did not ask for anything back. He was worth every penny of my efforts and to me, even now, he is still Mr Perfect. He was a dream that I would never be able to attain, a music that I would never be able to play.

He was the first boy that I loved, but technically the second.

Because, the other boy made me love him, both before and after loving Jinwen.

You were somebody that I didn't expect to appear in my life again. I would have gladly want you out of it all and never to come back. You came back without a word, a quiet entrance. We started it all off. I should have knew that you didn't come back, hoping to be friends. You came back for more, to be more than friends. You wanted to pick up where we left off. I let you. I gave it a chance and let you into the heart again.

It was all a mistake.

You didn't mean to hurt me. I know you didn't and you wouldn't have. But you did, in a way that you did not imagine. You have no idea how much neglect kills. You have no idea how much a girl needs company. You didn't realise that even I would get hurt.

I would not patiently wait for you, you know. I would have in the past. But not now. I grew up.

You matured over the time, honey. But still not yet enough. You still hadn't understand a girl.

Maybe one day, when you grew up somemore, you would know what I wanted better. Perhaps, you can give me what I want then.

That will be the time when we'll be together, fulfilling the promises that we made.

But for now, allow me to leave you behind, to shield myself from all the hurt.

You were the right one. Its just the wrong time.