Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Hey people, when you free, read this story.
┌50嵐之戀┐
Its a real story about a lesbian couple in taiwan. e butch died 3 days b4 their half year anniversary.
Just read it like a normal story. It touches.
Appreciate the person beside you. You might never get to see him or her again.
BUH-bye
8:14 pm
8:14 pm
This is really about Sunday..
Went to granddad's hse early in e morning for 拜拜. then went off to East Coast Park to meet up with ruiping, xueli, huji, chuyun n chenguo. so long since e outing for e 3 of us!
Haha, I finally cycled after an uber long time. So long never take that trail le. Didn't fail to stop for coconut either. =).
Saw alot of cute little kids on the way. super cute. but got irritating pple blocking e pathway too lar. sian. haha. huji heard a small boy telling his mum: Mummy, my bike no petrol le. hahahahhaha... so cute!! thinking that bicycles need petrol when he got no energy to cycle le.
went kite-flying by e beach after tat. damn throw face lar!! cause we tied it wrongly. we cldnt get e kite up, so e first one failed. but we managed to get 2 up. cool~~~ but they were only there for a while then we had to get em down.
walked back to Parkway Parade. had dinner at KFC with huji, chuyun n chenguo. cause ruiping n xueli meeting their frens n had to go off..
hey guys, let's do this again man! haha.. fun fun fun! =)...
BUH-bye
2:53 am
2:53 am
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Watched "Secret" with Chuyun and Huji today.
The show is quite nice although some of the details were pretty ridiculous. I have to admit that I love the story line and it did touched me. Two person of the same age loving each other despite living a 20 years gap from each other - one is 1979 and another in 1999.
Jay is cute. Haha. No deny.
Ate at Sakae Teppanyaki after that and met Grace at the outlet. She keep hitting me. = =+. Ah
Tze did not cook for us this time cause they wanted us to try someone else's cooking. But I prefer Ah Tze's. Haha. He came out to chit-chat with us. =). FUN.
Yesterday had supper with the gang again. It was HanBoon's farewell party. Gave him a treat and his presents too. We're so gonna miss that guy.
BUH-bye
10:06 pm
10:06 pm
Thursday, August 16, 2007
i am nobody. no one impt.
i am overseen by people.
so what. perish. die. big deal.
i care. no one else does.
no importance. no use.
comparable to nth.
look at it this way.
i hate myself. i noe.
so wat. useless bum.
BUH-bye
9:35 pm
9:35 pm
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I was tutoring D'mitra tonight after completing my shift at Sakae. She handed up the homework that I made her do last week immediately after I entered her room. It was a composition about one of her family members. Coming from a single parent family, I expected her to write about her mum whom she lives with. However, when I picked up the composition, the title read "My Dear Grandmother." Reading her composition reminded me of my own ahma. I missed her dearly.
Funerals to me had never been anything important because I have never attended one of someone whom I cared about except for Derrick, a friend that I had back in Secondary One. But even so, Derrick was a friend. My ahma was my ahma.
Her departure was a shock. It came so suddenly. She was supposed to be going home the next day after staying at the hospital for a long time when she had a heart attack.
I miss ahma. I miss the days that she would lie down on the three-seater sofa with me sitting at the end. Then as and when, she would pinch me with me her toes and when I shouted "Ouch!", she would laugh. Sometimes, when I'm sitting beside her, she would slap my thigh just because she feels like it.
I still cry when I think of her sometimes.
Now its the 7th month. I wonder if she will be around us.
BUH-bye
10:13 pm
10:13 pm
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
ruiping! im so sorry to u!
i took ur test... n failed it.. ahhaha.. nvm lar hor? at least i get better than huji on her first attempt... lol..
*runs away*
BUH-bye
10:52 pm
10:52 pm
was in heels whole day due to presentation then run here run there in heels.. feet was uber pain... in e end? go sakae work got planned to b as runner.. win liao lor... more work for my leg to do.. thank god today not alot of customers.. then belt 1 got hanboon help then belt 2 got kent and david.. cool.. quite relaxing... but i still pity my blistered feet...
projects has finally OFFICIALLY come to an end!!! cheers!! HIP HIP HORRAY~~~
Hanboon is doing his last week at sakae.. gonna go back to his marine job again but with a different job scope and on land this time... gonna miss him.. he's fun!! haha... but he say tt he might b able to get a company car.. which means... he cn come makan with us!! *grins*..
kent is my ah-gong.. wahahhaa... cause he do things very slow...
BUH-bye
1:06 am
1:06 am
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I LOVE PUA JINWEN!!! wahahahaha... for teaching us how to put a video into dreamweaver.. hahaha.. eternal gratitude to him!! hahhaa.. c?? i credit him leh...
e guys r over at my hse to chiong out for ICM.. wahahaha.. insanity!! pizzas coming soon~~ *beams*
BUH-bye
8:57 pm
8:57 pm
Thursday, August 09, 2007
shit lar... shldnt have joined e guides blog... = =+... im ultraly missing girls guides seeing e fact tt they r all practicising for ndp... cool sia.. i miss e drills.. e commands.. e timings.. e crazy things we do at campfires... e stupid songs n cheers tt yinhao n all come up with... all e attention grabbing...
i still remembered our first dance performance for campfire.. wahhaha.. dont talk abt it...
still remembered hosting e seniors' farewell session... wah... flop sia.. lol.. me n zichun... = =+... no chemistry to speak off.. nvm.. wahhaha...
i miss putting on e uniform in a rush on every saturday morning... i miss e uniform checks tt we have... i miss all e quarrels tt we had n e bitching of e scouts behind their back... wahahhaa...
as i even look at e uniform hung up in my wardrobe and all my badges in tt little box in my cupboard, i wish i can put them on once again... to put on e golves n e boots, to hang e whistle, penknife n rope at my side...
days tt will nv turn back.. haiz...
BUH-bye
2:34 am
2:34 am
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Always loving kaixian.. =)..
I wish i can bring myself to hate that guy... but i cant.. it pisses me off n irritates me.. makes me jealous oto.. to c him so close to other girls.. esp.. well.. a particular someone.. guess its like what some people said.. pple who closes their hearts choose the keys that can open it up again... well, im not his key... i would nv b... mayb, i've nv believed tt i wld b.. which is y i nv really felt secure.. its all a dream.. n dreams ends.. u wake up...
"You will never be part of my life."
i have never forgot that sentence... never... even if you tell me you said it when you were irritated... to me, u wld nv have said it if u didnt think tt way...
hey guy, have u ever wondered, mayb... she is e one? e girl whom u visits her blog so very often.. e girl who u r always being dumb too.. e girl whom u always make fun of.. e girl tt u always mention? mayb.. just maybe...
gosh it out... im now like tt girl tt irritated both u n me.. shit lar.. it flows in e blood u noe...
!@#$%^&*
pple!!! stop me man...
BUH-bye
12:19 pm
12:19 pm