|The Dancing Loner|

Joanne
22nd feburary 1988
captive at SP DMC
when i'm in a bad mood, fuck off

|Cant Get Enough|

`Samuel and Kevin
`Adidas
`dance
`dogs
`crapping
`manicure
`dark chocolate
`ice-cream
`oreo cheesecake
`bananas
`soft toys

|Absent From Her Life|

*$2000 for taiwan trip*
* $3500 for Japan trip *
* slimming down n maintaining it *
* Endless clothes from Topshop, Zara, Mango etc *
* Nice bag *
* A little doggie (NO Jack Russells please) *
* A concert ticket to NEWS concert *
* 1TB Hard-drive *
*Ipod Touch*
*Yukata*
*Sony Vaio VGN-FJ78GP/B*

|Dance Tune|

|The Important|

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(",) Sakae Wheelock
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ruiping
chuyun
huji
xueli
kia fang
wheehong
jian guo
gabriel

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(",) BPGHS
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pameela
siimynn
sara
ally
lynnie
grace
liling
audrey
zaki
leo

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(",) SP DMC 05
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regina
weijie
jonathan
zhili
kaymiang
nicole
carolyn
ifah
shaun
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC 05 (LJs)
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zhili
nicole
kmiang
nad
regina
weijie
weheartshaun

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(",) SP DMC Jrs
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mervyn
dominic aka weipin
mizah
mahirah

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(",) ADP 6K'ers
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carina
connie
debbie
eric
eugene

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(",) Uncle Vincent's
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aidi
val
mindi
marine
maisie
nikky

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(",) Mediacorp
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row
samantha
nat
pinghui

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(",) Others
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ng
jinwen
gaddafy
tze shweng
huida
hweeting
rubez
poh ying
ryu
eastyle wretch
eastyle yahoo
ahdi
energy
zhi yong

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(",) Redirecting
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hotmail
gmail
yahoo
facebook
youtube
friendster
hi5
singapore polytechnic

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Went to watch "The Bloody Valentines" with Gordon today.. Its kinda horror... I was kinda scared but laughing at the same time cause I thought the effects were funny. And they were impressive too. Gordon was the one that suggested to watch the show and he was all excited over it. AND THEN, he was grabbing my limbs like nobody's business... mind you, it HURTS...!

notice how the ring has gone all out of shape and there's a rather opening in it now... IM SO SAD!!

anyway, I've got paintballs as presents!! Hahaha.. first time I realise what paintballs look like... They look like gumballs.... lol.. yellow...

cute hor?? line em together and they look like a necklace!! Hahaha....

KL, here I come!! Hahaha...

photos from party!!

Thank you everyone, for coming last night!! Its one of e best nights in my life...

Thank you to Eeqing, Junhao, Carina, Debbie, Eugene, Cedric, Yating, Ann who came... And my jiemei who came too despite being sick... =).. I love all e pressies u guys got for me.. Thanks for Stephanie n wanshi who cldnt make it too... *hugs...

Thank you to Jieying n Kaixian, you two are the most impt frens in my life... Happy Birthday Kaixian!!

Thank you to Jiawei.. XD... You owe me a bottle of alcohol.. XD

Thank you to Aidi, Marine, Limin, Val & Fangfang.. XDXD... I love spiders... Hahahaha...

Thank you to Chuyun, Pam, Xueli, Huji, Ahger (who I havent seen for god damn long) & Ruiping who came even though she had an emergency at home... Thank you for e angbao.. its a very lucky number.. XDXD...

Thank you to Kamesh & Carolyn for coming.. I loooooovvveeee that bag.. Thank you Jon, although u were not here... Damn e delegates.. LOL...

Thank you Adrian & Shijia... Everything was soooo sweet....

Thank you to Siim Ynn... who came le then had to go prawning.. XDXD...

Thank you to Gordon... Who came despite being really tired from wargame... thanks for e little paper rose.. XD.. u owe me a paintball... hahaha...

Thank you Kenneth... for driving down exactly at 12am for the surprise... =)... I love that present..

Thank you the family (who wouldnt be reading this) for the wonderful things...

And most imptly, thank you to my mummy and daddy for helping me with everything...

I'm so glad that i'm 21... =)

Its good to use back my own com... Was at a completely new table at work and it didnt felt like its mine... Havent got our individual emails yet so which means we have to login our coms using other pple's acct... its weird to leave tracks around... XD.. I don't like...

Had imaging today... Was pretty smooth... The guys are alright... XD.. bt the national team does have one guy whom i like.. hehe... *drool*

went to causeway point after work to get some final stuff for the party, under the request from my mum. CWP was much crowded than usual. Finally realised that 楊丞琳，汪東成＆胡宇崴 are coming for an autograph session... = =+... bt i thought that the traffic control in CWP is pretty good... the escalators were moving and quite safe to use... nowhere was really blocked other than e main area itself and the levels up.. XD

I want one of the polo boys as a birthday present! Haha..

had this song on repeat mode for quite some time.. i love the lyrics... its a song tt made me cry...

滿園玫瑰　我以為　找到我那一朵
認真愛了　卻狠狠　刺傷我的雙手
責備什麼人也沒有用
玫瑰都紅 難免看錯

望著天空　愛是否　活在童話裏頭
小王子說　有些事　流浪過才會懂
原來每顆心都有個洞
找不到真愛 會一直寂寞

我但願有一個人在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我忍著痛　也願意往下走
不快樂至少要有夢
一定會有一個人在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前我還要　翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我

擦乾眼淚　一個人　漂流在這宇宙
小王子說　愛一定　開在某個角落
路上相愛的人　那麼多我會幸福嗎
在什麼時候

我但願有一個人在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我忍著痛　也願意往下走
不快樂至少要有夢
一定會有一個人在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前我還要　翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我

I had just received my ep1 scripts and the beats for rest of the eps...

There's a character in e show tts called Max... and... he's just exactly like the Max I know.. XD...

I never knew perfection 'till
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It's not right, not okay
To say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You're scared and that you think that I'm insane

The city looks so nice from here
Pity I can't see it clearly
While you're standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It's not right, not okay
To say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break

So you're sitting all alone
You're fragile and you're cold, but that's alright
Life these days is getting rough
They've knocked you down and beat you up
But it's just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It's not right, not okay
To say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?

I'm not fine, not okay
To say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break, baby

I'm so excited because I'm finally starting work soon!! This coming thursday!! Wheeeeeeee~~~
But its kinda saddening too because I won't be able to go out as often and meet the people I wanna see... =(...

But then, work starting means I might have to see a particular person which im very pissed off with, due to an sms i received this morning... arghhhhhhhhhh...

oh... and i told my mum e other day how my chinese name cn be read as "kaoriraku" in japanese.. she started calling me "raku" everywhere she go.. like call dog like tt.. = =+..

i played texas poker for the first time in my life! On facebook... XD... Its quite cool.. n i won abit.. hahaha...

its kind of funny how u onli realise e truth after very long... i was wondering why edwin was ignoring me on msn.. i mean, yeah, we broke up a few years ago bt he nv stopped toking to me until recently... then onli after he told me then i realised i said something a few months ago tt hurt him...

i told him he was very irritating because everytime we talked, he asked me if i missed him... and it didnt seem appropriate to me... now then i realised.. he hadnt really got over it all these years... kind of angry with myself... bt he's ok now... so.. still pretty fine...

suddenly heard this song on my ipod today.. i really like it.. e lyrics and all..
kaymiang!! see i so nice!! put xiaozhu's song leh!! XDXD


羅志祥 - 做得到


試著讓身邊很吵鬧
好好想念妳的懷抱
某一秒 我竟微笑
體會妳揚起的嘴角 悲傷的呼喚

也許在跟自己比較
讓妳哭過是我不好
太自責話都變少
然而妳還是最美好 要讓妳知道

做得到 不管相愛總會有一些低潮
我愛妳 就應該對妳越來越好
現在只想忽然把妳抱得高高
看著妳笑我也笑 別自尋煩惱

做得到 妳說再苦也要跟我直到老
我說的 每一個承諾會說到做到
感謝妳堅強勇敢 讓我很驕傲
妳所想要的愛 我能做得到

也許在跟自己比較
讓妳哭過是我不好
太自責話都變少
然而妳還是最美好 要讓妳知道

做得到 不管相愛總會有一些低潮
我愛妳 就應該對妳越來越好
現在只想忽然把妳抱得高高
看著妳笑我也笑 別自尋煩惱

做得到 妳說再苦也要跟我直到老
我說的 每一個承諾會說到做到
感謝妳堅強勇敢 讓我很驕傲
妳所想要的愛 我能做得到

原諒我內心交戰 讓妳好難過
我能給妳的愛 沒有做不到

went out with TFOU without jon... he and his delegates!! Bloody NS... return us our jon!!

bt nevertheless, me, reg, kamesh n carol had a hell of a time... went to MINT which is at Musuem of Toys.. its quite funny.. the whole restaurant is pretty toy-themed... e food are normal but e place is quite small so we arranged to seat near e kitchen where there's this oil smell linger.. = =+...

arranged this meeting because we thought tt reg is leaving for queensland today (friday) bt she's actually onli leaving next wed... haha... so gonna miss tt girl with her n her wacky ways.. =(... we gonna go visit u, reg~!

met up with max after tt... just sitting around n having coffee... kind of embarrassed him... haha..

pretty fun for a day... arranged with TFOU to go drinking on wed! let's hope jon cn make it.. hmmmmm...

Watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" with deb, eq, jh n the 9-years-nv-see de wanshi... not bad not bad.. LOL...

the show lasted 166mins.. my god... summre we were at the 3rd row of the theatre... its was a little uncomfortable bt i think its because we sat for too long.. my legs were getting really cramped... XD... but the show was worth it.. its quite good although a little too slow-paced...

debbie cried like after 2 hours of e show.. XDXD... ok, i admit i did too.. bt lesser than her!! Haha.. And two of us started to get excited when Brad Pitt starts to turn younger then become more handsome... E few of us was arguing on whether he has Botox, make up or computer effects to create tt teen look.. cause his skin was totally wrinkleless and we noe Brad is not really tt young.. XD

oh yar... jh n eq treated us to popcorns bt they got e person to mix e salty n sweet ones, onli to realise none of us eat e salty ones.. so end up jh n eq had to finish the salty parts which leaving e sweet ones, which is at e bottom, for us girls... so poor thing.. XDXD... then we kept pushing popcorns to each other.. Haha!

i dun being lied to...

and im a sneaky one... i find out from the sly...
i'm not naive or an idiot..

So dear frens, if there's anything tt u have lied to me about, u better come clean now...

Because I won't hesitate to break a frenship based on lies...

went out shopping with my bestfren the other day... XD... we happened to be wearing the same colour scheme... That's wat we call "best friends"... Hahaha!!

i got red pants, she got red scarf... both black tops... she got a pair of very faded jeans tt near white... i got a white tube inside my top... we r both wearing grey slippers... XD.... Cool!

I have one more sneaky fellow who reads my blog!! You!! You!! The one in Japan now! LOL... You know who you are... XD

on e other hand, my blackjack luck is very bad... but i love my mahjong luck.. *grins*...

情場失意,賭場得意啊~~~

Fly my pigeon twice... !@#$%^&*...

watched The Wedding Game with Max today... its funny... I was laughing non-stop. Chris and Fann are good but I think HeiRen was very outstanding... XD... His sissy attitude was amazing... Hahaha...

I caught Siva in the act!! Hahaha.. The "so-her" actions... Can't help laughing and thinking of what he said about the filming day. Poor guy.. XD

CNY Celebrations with the 6K'ers again. Its a tradition every year to visit Eugene's house. They went to Eeqing's house this year too but i can't go cause I've got something in the day. There's mahjong, there's blackjack. Hah...

Photos do the talking. Too many crazy things. Truth and Dare. XD